Thanks to you girls..

• today everything just be very happy before go school..but kinda worried my buddy...cause he being so sad last night...
• so during the morning assembly....all the monitor got scolded by some principal...for jus all of sudden...
• after that...i just go back to class...
• every period of my class today.....i keep look at my buddy face...he just look so obvious to me...that his sadness....but the others said he is just tired..yea he do tired...but as a close friend i dunno..i just know that he just really sad.....
• in here..im just getting emo...is just because i dunno why...is just a feeling that...he sad...and i just feel sad for him....this i just me...over here i just felt that me is so dumb...because that im not suppose to be emo and im suppose to just make him happy....and i already set my mind that...i must make him laugh...just i dunno y i get control and been betray by my feeling which i just cant come across it....
• so...everything just go.....and till we having economics....i dunno y i just do it the paper so stress and emotional is just because i got distracted the attention by my friend sadness.....i was like keep on hitting my head while doing the test...and some of the question im just no suppose to wrong but is just i didnt read some of the sentences and word..so i hav done a big mistake.....

over here you guys just can say that im stupid....because of someone sadness but i become more sad.....well i dunno about you guys....but.....to me...when i see my friend sad....i just cant let them like that...especially when u just cant do anything or even give them advise......they just wont listen.....just feel kinda useless....

• well just go after lunch is quite lucky he wanted to go for his lunch...if not he just wont ate anything.....and then we have Malay Class here..our teacher didnt came to our class....we just continue to copy the 30's Sample Essay......well he just so exhausted....and he got soo...emotional...and sad and very tired....as i keep on sit beside him...i know him just too well...the first time he slept....he wont move his hand but this time he did....is just...something told me he just cant put down or let go his big bag...and to me is just obvious enough....
• so till it times up....3.30...both of us walk back to the guard house togetther.....he didnt talk to me...a single word..till nearly reach the destination..i say that "eh today u didnt hit me....i reli not get used with it..haha.....so then he just smile a while.."
• here den..i just a little bit relieve....
• after that....when i say "bye" he dun even have the mood to say it out...and he just wave me......he just making feel worried and sad....what i can do is just hope he is just fine...
• well i when back and reached my house...my mum asked me to eat...but i just dont have the moody to take the food....my mum feel sad about it...so i say i just fine...den i go have nap and overslept till forget about study group...when i was awake....i saw wei yean had find me...over here..i get so emo..and thx to her to awake me XP so that im not suppose to be so dumb just be smart yo..haha.....
• after that.....till 7,15pm i just cant wait to talk to Yu Yee so...i just go to Michelle house and find her......when i just reached there.....both of them just asked me to sit down and say it out my problem.....so.....i just tell them everything....which what happen in the school...and i just cry in front of them....what they did....they just give me advise...don't think to much...and just calm down....and they just worried about me...and they just listen about all my rubbish...Lastly,...they adivse me...and Yu yee her parents asked her to went back..but she say give her another hour....to accompany me..haha....after they just make me laugh and give me a lot of opinion how and what should i do...to handle the situation.They just awake me....and correct my mistake.....and Lastly before we dismiss....they just make me laugh.......thanks to them to make my mood to be back normal....over here....i have mention something...that i wish someone could told him...that actually what i have done...not that i want to get anything what i want is only a true friendship...
• After That, Yu Yee fetched me home...and she will sms me....a msg...which is funny..to my buddy....well den ....i reached home...
• and wei yean said she accompany me the whole night...haha so happy to hear that....after that she introduce me a game..which people go on stage and sing....haha....is fun and funny

THX TO ALL OF THEM FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE AND MAKE ME HAPPY.

- hope u will be fine....and be happy always..i will support and cheer for u as your best buddy! -

Thx for the support

• in the early morning...i have a big quarrel with my family...
• so today in the school....it happen which i had cried...quite embarased anyway....
• but thx for all my friend support and sorry....difitnah that he the one who make me sad...haha...thx to u buddy...
• so...today we played football...me kinda sux in it....i let in 5 goal...and 1 of it just give me a shoot..OUCH..
• so i when back...before that i wake up at 8,30 and called my friend to apologize...hehe...i slept till 9.....phew....prove that im so TIRED...
• well today my sis gonna share my bed....means she gonna sleep with me tonight....wow....wondering...about the bed...*my bad*
• well everything goes just fine...
• so far nothing really special...

I'm Glad that all people beside me are happy(emo blog)

• I forget to blog for pass 2 days....well i would say yesterday night...is something cant b aspected....so i was like quite emotional today.....
• well so...till today...the first time ever i sleep for 3 hours! in the school...phew....
• and today in the school we got....our SPM time table...awww man everyone in the class have come out a sound like ish.......and some of them all totally tension but me and some of us....still fine....
• after school i reached home....i ate and have a little bit rest.....
• while im sleeping...with all of sudden..im so tension and cant sleep well....i was like keep think about....the SPM time table...and something else.....
• so after that at 7...i awake i ran down....and i chat with Aunty Sau....i was like omg...left 108 DAYS! to spm.....and yu yee said i try to make you more scare is actually only 10weeks more.....so...while im talking to Aunty Sau...i was like keep on shout!!! for the tension inside me...so I decided to called Pn,Jalaja to be my counselor...she being so worried for me as well....and she said she feel so sorry cause of cant take care....but well she so silly......she have her future to go le...as a best friend...we can understand =D no worries....and she did help me relieve a lot.....and she really care about me....anyway sorry to make you so worried....i will try my best and would not make you dissapointed...hope we will see each other soon...
• after Pn,Jalaja called
• my buddy called....me....and i was like keep on telling him what happen the past just now....and than he was like seem that I have more stuff to talk about than he do..LOLz....well after he mention his problem i felt kinda useless cause cant help him really much....hehe anyway thanks to calm me down....you are my best buddy!
• and hope you will be fine....
• those tension about me and SPM was making me and my study group member really worried wish us will be fine and can finish our topic as soon as possible....
• so after at 10,30pm i have a chat with yu yee...hehe....so we have chat....
• STRAIGHT A'S PEOPLE!
• Keep it up and best of luck people...
• with all of suddent a lot of people find me..haha....in msn...first time...hehe...you guys are funny...lucky to have you guys have friend....

I Made a New Friend

• today on 2pm i went for study group.....only me and yu yee...seet yet come later....me and yu yee keep on talk something very funny which about people character and something very funny about it..!!
• after that seet ye have came so we start our study group....
• so over here...they need to do add math project...so over here i met a new friend his name is Chen Hong..lolz...
• Yu Yee and me found out something....shhh is only our secret haha...after that go have dinner with my family...
• and my mum had to went back to Pahang.. =(...
• so...i just go to bed..in the early midnight....my niece play the violin..omg...that's sux....
• and wei yean called me for no reason..and to let her release her tension...anyway she is just funny...haha....
• eh you dun get so HIGH fast wake up!! - seng a -

Bored,Funny and M day!

• today in the school..man damm boring....only me,Junhao,mong and elaine the one who present but elaine went for rehearsel so only 3 guys in the class
• well then...Ms,Deela her class is so funny and she know how to listen to MANDARIN!
• she asked us to sleep if we wan too.....
• after 2 more lesson go to break...M today is my best friend...well on the way to the canteen...he told me that he jealous and regret cause of didnt jump into the swimming pool...
• i asked WHY? he answer because he jealous wei yean take picture of the guys which show their muscle!.....and he show me his muscle....SWEAT"*seriously he is DAMM gay...*after that he go touch my shoulder he say guy on their shoulder must be big....so look very nice...lolz! and asked me to workout...well den.....and he keep on talk about those buku kitab....and some dynasty stuff

He also asked me and jun hao a question....which is if a water put in front of the statue what will you think?

-u answer for me...-

• after he don't to eat...cause all the food is carbohydrates....he tell me some science stuff...
• so so we went back to class as usual..and till perdagangan and moral period....
• jun hao felt that he quite annoying cause of keep on ask him math stuff...
• Lastly..before we went back.. jun hao start a topic which is who's the most handsome guys?
• he choose Takeshi Kaneshiro
• here come to comparison which is EDISON CHEN and DANIEL WU...
• M answered he said he prefer daniel wu cause he very man~~~after that...he keep scold Edison Chen of dropping people dignity...he say poor feller for those girl.....
• and here....
• some good information for one of my friend which jun hao love thos girl...hav a little bit of like those girl have those "chi jek(mandarin)" de girl type which is his defination is not that pretty and not ugly but have an aura..lolz
• i asked him then the whole form 5 who the pretiest...i aspecting... WY.....but he choose Shermin...lolz...he say if her face a little sharp den is nice...

-after class-

• i walk back to the park lot with liling....she drive today..hehe...she is just funny...

lol wat a funny day ....den is slept till night and me chat with Louise till like 2 hours....in the phone....

• after that...i call Kia Jie to talk something but at last let him "za dou" -laugh like hell after the phone call -
• after that...as usual chat with wei yean...

"sorry to say this...i felt that kinda G-day ever..lolz"

Games Make You Tired and Drown~

• today in the school everything goes quite fine...wait till 11am we are having a assembly...for our i-movie competition...
• i cant believe we lost and for the movie we got 50 marks....poor thing...well to me i think im kinda like responsible for..it...so kinda sad...
• after the event we have announce the result and we got 3rd for the overall..so next is the BIG SPLASH event.....here all the senior jump in for our LAST YEAR except some fo the girl....well is so fun...
• and in the big splash i learned a lesson which is...don't ever jump and stay beside the person who dont even know how to swim...they will juz pull you down....
• after that everythign goes normal...and we went back to our lesson....
• and till 3,30 feel like going back and don't go for football cause of stomache pain after drink so many pool water...
• did told me to just went back...but well i just need to keep my promise....well seriously im not a emo person when i got emo there will be a reason! and....i didnt lie....cant u just talk properly to me...your voice always like i lie for the purpose get your kesian....(Man that make me look gay...)
• To be honest friend does important...i dont..care what he think about me..but to me..my job is to maintain our relation with all my friend especially the buddy...
• after that just play....today football so boring..i dont even touch the ball once....
• so just when back home as usual and sleep till 8....and have chit chat with Aunty Sau...
• at last as usual chat with Wei Yean..=D

Sleepy!!

• Aunty Sau had came and fetch =D for this following 3days.....because my parent and my ss had went out for outstation..have to takes care of those kid...haih....oh well....in 1 BIG HOUSE hmmm...hope everything goes fine...

wow the first time i feel so sleepy..duing school time...today every of our lesson had shorten up and confuse with the time table...so messy.......

• and we having a Prize Giving ceremony today.....kinda suffer that have to squish into the sits......
• Liling she is very funny...she took her prize and she is just blur...haha.....she dunno wat to do hehe.....
• after that came back from school...and get into the d and sleep....
• so...so...i continue to do revision... -first time do own revision-...
• Coddy wong...*goi sing a?* lolz....
• and didnt chat with wei yean today,.....sorry......hehe....eh hope u will be fine...FASTER! AWAKE!

Normal Life Normal Day

• Today have nothing really special...well let me see....
• before break everything was totally normal....but..

- After Break -

• Everything just change....and there is a question come into my mind....why u guys think sex is important...and why u guys are so careless.......
• and so...i cried(stupid me)after break.....and get scolded.....say me always suddenly emo.....in here of 1 term....he and my friends should know...i will emo...and sad there will be a statement and reason.....i will not emo for no reason.....
• after everything just go normal...anyway thanks to made me smile back....
• during lunch wei yean ate chocolate...and share...she did offer me but i don't want....seriously and i make a mistake and calledthe chocolate name is TOSHIBA walao...so pai seh....haih...well everything is over le ba......nowadays everyone just study...and chong wei yean study...FUI YOH!
• after that everything goes just fine till night....

- Night -

• My Friend find me cause of her lover...haih...she should just be honest and brave le.....if not u making urself suffer...."sing lai ba....awake!!!"
• my cousin came my house....she told me everything...about her loe thing and so on...well now she have a dificulties....which wanna choose Boy A or Boy B...wondering...
• and den i told her about mine as well.....her answer is...i didnt fall in love...i just admire the person...hehe...well and i chat with my best friend....
• my advise to HER.....just chill ba....u can find a BETTER MAN.....

School Days!

• Today i go school is kinda weird that came school late...around 7,30.....so i am wondering is him ok..or maybe he just absent ba...but he came...he said he late cause of the class picture.....
• well is something very weird about him....which is he suddenly study *act like one of my goddy friend*.....well he juz keep on study
• and he didnt go for break and lunch.......haih just make his friend all worried...during lunch....we are not reli considered as quarrel but..i told him do not force himself to study if he cant and he shud take a rest when he is tired.....
• after that....he juz continue to study and after our last 2nd period sejarah...he just get better....

Phew lucky he didnt faint.....

• so....as usual i went back home
• before i go for study group i have quarrel with my sister....
• and then...in the study group we didnt continue our revision but we doing our BM tuition homework!
• in here Yu Yee and me keep on laugh about Michelle....she just very funny with her funny jokes~~

- In The Tuition -

• here i met Wendy...and i cant believe both of us go to the same orphanage that is taught previously...

- After Tuition -

• i reached home and i on9....and i saw Rachel.....i didnt met her for so long since primary...haha both of us just miss each other...well hope she is just fine...

- When You're lonely You Can Always Find Me -

• after that...my parents asked me to send DURIAN to michelle house..
• their whole family ate it and say nice about it....
• so i continue do my school work...and chat with wei yean in the meant time chat with michelle too..

....Daily Life......and go to bed after everything done....

Moody Day

• today in the early morning my head kinda headache....well as wat today i chat with chin pang he told me...and teach somethg abt drink and drunk...
• well after today wei yean had went to shop....and i alone in the house!....
• and so today michelle she went to c doctor so our study group hav cancel....
• and so so....cause of no one was accompany me....i was alone...i done nothig but just lie down on the bed....doin nothing and dreaming....but in the meant time....i miss someone.....i very very miss...someone......
• till at night till i go for dinner...with my mum..in the car....i wanna cry but the tears just cant come out...and i dunno why...i know i just very miss the person...i wish i could like ever hug the person......
• and so....i do my homework...while in the progress wei yean had came back from her shopping...she told me that the shopping is BORED!
• after we had a chat awhile.....and den....my uncle has come back...i really hate him the most!
• keep on disturbing me...and damm LC really like 1 slap giv him...
• after i juz continue my homewor....
• and snap! tomolo hav sejarah test...and i havent read....i wish i could wake up in the early morning.....and can do the revision in time....
• wish i can sleep well tonight...i wish i can dream that person and the dream can make me have a happy day tomorrow.....

Am i reli drunk?

• well today is we hav studied group in the early morning and play UNO on afternoon...
• after that, on the evening i go fetch kia jie and samantha.....well for huiki party
• but after that we go and find fui ee.....to find her yoyo(puppy)..LOl....
• after that in the party
• i drink too muc....and then i reli dunno that me reli drunk or not.....
• after i felt sry to Kia Jie and Lian Yan i tink i hav a bit rude and sry to Kia jie to send him bak late....
• after that....sry to Wei yean to make she drink
• after all....my sis send all of them bak.....well i'll wait till next day to know wat will happen den...
• hehe thx buddy to all of u...without u guys...i might b very bored...sleep well and sweets dreams ^^

Another Tired Day

• Phew...really tired...school 8~3.30
• After that study group 4,30 till 7
• and den tuition 7~10,30!!!!
• walao....man im goin to die ==
• well today kia jie is so tired...he was like fell asleep =.=" *everytime*
• and then....the language teacher....keep talk about OBESITY...
• ah man....in this case we hav built up a better relation among my friend
• in the study group.....we didnt really serious...for the 1st time..we keep on play WEI......
• so go on with our tuition....we all pakat in our test....and wu~~huu~~ all of us got A1 COOL..
• so all of them juz keep on disturb me =.=" man all girls and only 1 boy in the tuition need help here......
• oh well since none of my friend is online..so i decided to go to bed early...wishing for sweets dreams.....

Tired Day

• Wow i didnt touch football about two years...!!
• well and today i played football accompanied by Kia Jie,Lian Yan,Jeremy,Mong and Sufiz
• phew after school totally tired i slept till like 8...4get tat im having tuition at 7.....
• now i make a blog this i my FIRST day of blogging cause one of my friend ask me to blog again...
• Parasanth suddenly find me and talk shit........
• Now i'll bak to my normal life hav to do homework......left few more month to SPM did i reli well prepared.....no idea...juz hope everything is fine..