My Idol Wang Lee Hom!!

HEY didnt post anything for very long XP.....so oh,well today i would like to introduce my IDOL which also have the same sir name as me ^.^...haha.....well...im totally a big fans of him since standard 6......

his full name is Alexander Wang Lee Hom....Currently, he is 34 years old..but still look young =)

he learnt a lot of instrument

hehe you people may think im too over~....lol but i really respect him like my idol XP..haha hopefully... we can really sing together on the stage togetther one day LOL XP....

haha...

all of his song actually comfort me in anytime...and helped me a lot in a lot of time as well haha....

I buy his album~listen to his music~trying to learn all kind of instrument like he do~ admire him a lot but sadly i dun have the good looking as he do XP...haha today my writing class make me remind of him.. is just because my lecture today talk something about Beijing.......

Soo...LeeHom actually opening a lot of concert there...he also did represent Taiwan to sing during Beijing Olympics... haha...and moreover he helped to do a lot of charitiy in Nigeria and also about Sichuan which in China.....


His music make world diferent =) GO WLH ^.^

















heyy do support LEEHom =D "doing advertisement for him LOL!!"

You

Hey.... i didnt saw for like 8 month...how are you? haha i may not know the answer

• However, today i saw a video which is you are inside it....i hear your voice...even tho is only a short 2 second small part of you...i saw you smile and make joke....lively in a video....is just enough for me to think of you....
• The way you act...honestly, just so cute....I really miss you till feel like hugging....and I did told my friend(you know who you are)...I believe we can or i would say might can be togetther
• well..wondering will you call me like last time you did? haha im just waiting..
• Guess what, today i listen to a song...which name "A Thousand Miles"
  I wonder if this song mean that no matter where are you...i can still feel you...and maybe is some hints i dunno LOOL... coz i accidentally/simply and click the song...so yea.....hehe....hopefully....I can see you soon and be like the old time =)
  

Moral Presentation

Well done Team, We did a very good job =D
And We must thanks to our Leader Munky =D You reall lead well =)
Keep it up till the future ^.^

PLS SAVE THEM! ( Moral Team Member )

The Girls (Kelly,Panda,Angeline,SueFei)

The Boys (Sonic,Aaron,Coddy,Munky,Jo,Jenz,Philip)

Kelly and I

SueFei and I

My Sis (Panda) and I =D

My Bro "Double 6"and I

The Emotion and Feeling

• with all the moment i actually still missing you....actually I dunno...everytime.....I got break down.....sad..emotional...the first ever thing is that.....come into my mind is you....but why....why must be you?....
• I actually miss you...and describe how the moment when me be with you....is maybe only the 3 days.....but the 3 days memory is enough to make me remember the whole life.....
• Did you know....I need you to comfort me... just need you.........I'm sure if you is staying beside me.....I'm fine....and i will be happy and no problem in my life....but once you are not around me...I can just feel that my "puzzle" is not complete....
• Hopefully....This blog...will hope and wish that we will be togetther again...one day.....Just Hope

~ Hope ~

Walll -leee

• im watching this movie with all of sudden...come and think about it......
• This movie is very meaningful...is about a robot from a world and went to the space to meet his another robot friend....
• but at last that robot got into trouble at last the another robot try to save it.......
• The friendship-ness of the robot is very touching they dare to sacrifice cause of a plant....

I learned a lot from this movie... =)

Let's Called it A Day

• Well, two of my friend have fall sick...I'm to hope that they will get well soon...and take care
• Today, In college without Jo and Munky is kinda like not used with it....
• However, going through the all day we can say that we are having fun...by helping MSA out...
• Other than that, we been so hardworking...today we do Algebra after our lunch....so then...we been laughing for the whole day...really fun
• Totally exhausted, alright back to work then..."workaholic" <-- (I dunno how is spells XP) WORK WORK WORK!!!Keep it up ^.^
  

For the people around me, all the best and take care....for those who is sick....Get well soon... =)


~ Hope ~

I Believe That I'm Not

• I need stand for myself.... I'm insist that im not....must...Is a must to stronghold myself to move to the wrong path....I must not ever get through it..
• Hopefully this thing will past soon....seems that...."that person" have afraid of me......but.....Once i get to college...
• The moment, I step into the college....Is just make me think of it.....
• Gosh....I though that this challenge had already over during my high schoo...but What The Heck.... It came back......
• How am i suppose to overcome it....I really dunno....They say... Coddy stop thinking
• I may not how to control and make myself relieve....Soo hard tho.......maybe I can....by just try to sit alone...let me think everything...and ignore my surrounding......Is just like is not suppose to happen.....I just get through one challenge and why now in a second..... It's just come another one so soon.....
• But i hope, after I get through.... please.....hopefully "that person" will ok with me...and don't avoid me.....

~ Hope ~

Form 5 Comm Gathering!!

Li Ling and I

( SokYan, DustinLee , JunHao, LianYan, KiaJie, Jeaan, SamanthaTeh, Wei Yean, LiLing, Coddy)

( 3 old buddy )

Li Ling And I

• We actually enjoyed the whole dinner but liling and i both of us are acting really " weird " LOL till everyone are looking at us
• Both of us actually play by capturing pictures by using my handphone LOL

- after the dinner -

• We actually went to Sok Yan house and sing K.... haha kinda fun
• A few Of Lee Hom fans...we go crazy by keep on opening and sing of his song...and one of us...which is " Samantha" she love Of Lee Hom MV which name " Julia " she goooes crazy and wild LOL...haha
• After that, everyone just called it a day

Can't wait for the next one!!! =D

Different between everyone.....and the words of "Love"

Love

• So...first of all, with all of sudden I just lost my direction and I dunno what is the meaning of the word....It made me sooo confuse.....I'm wondering why is this kind of feeling suddenly appear again....I just dunno why....Is really weird tho..
• It makes me so confuse till I lost my so called my "social network".....the term of "putting this kind of stuff aside and concentrate for you future" I'm totally understand this kind of term...BUT sometimes the feeling just cant be control it just overcome and took over you.....I really kinda don't wish this kind of thing happen tho...
• I think everyone actually do remember my previous poem that i created it last year....
• That poem is create when i have the feeling now.... Sorry to some of my friend.... I really dunno this is happening on me again...cause that I promise you guys it wont happen....but I just cant make it....however I will still try.....
• Everytime you people just mention "Human" name.....the feeling just appear and I just changed into the other me
• Everytime I saw"Human" i just feel angry BUT jealousy doesn't happen
• Everytime I'm alone and lonely....you "Human" came into my mind... how could this every happen in me....I really dunno....
• I will give myself one week as an a probation for myself...If i pass means I will give my full 100% commitment into my works but if not.....I dunno.....

Different

• Why people have a lot of fun.....
• Why people can enjoy so much....
• Why me.....let my mind close....can't I just let go? what the heck am I waiting?
  
• Why am I making this kind of stuff disturbing me? Coddy the confident is in your hand....but you must not let this thing affect you
• People have a lot of fun...You should have too.... Do not let your work overcome your life.....take it easy in every angle.....Take off the jealousy word....as my friend always said... " This is the life " Now, today i'm totally understand what is that suppose to mean....
• Life is everything we go through that we haven't see and we have to move forward to see it.....
• There Is more thing awaiting us in front, I must try to learn to balance my life... Keep it up... =)
  

Q & A "nothing to do XD "

Tagged by Josiah Quah Jiashen. Copied from Sue Fei\

1. What color is your toothbrush?
. Light Blue

2. Name one person that made you smile today?
. Nicholas

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
. Watching TV

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
. Yum Cha with Friend

5. What is your favorite candy?
. Lollipop.

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
.Nope Cause i didnt went clubbing before

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
. Im Bored

8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
. Vanila

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
. Milk Tea

10. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
. No idea

11. Have you ever made a promise you’d die to keep?
. Yea

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
. None

13. The last sporting event you watched?
. Football

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
. Sweet

15. Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
. Chin Jing

16. Ever go camping?
. Yea

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
. Nope

18. Do you have a pet?
. Yes, A Female Dog... Name Casey

19. Do you have a tan?
. No idea

20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
. Of course

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
. Yes

22. What did your last text message say?
. Sis Buy me an Island Supreme LOL!

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
. Going to class and play!? LOL XD

24. Where is your dad?
. On China, Having Vacation

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
. Books Around

26. What color is your watch?
. Black,Grey and Red strips

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
. A country?

28. What is your birthstone?
. Sapphire

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through?
. Pass by

30. What is your favorite number?
. 6

31. Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone?
. Leng Hong

32. Any plans today?
. Nothing. I have no idea cause of alone in the house =/

33. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
. don't Feel like telling

34. Last song listened to?
. Touch My Body

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
. Yea, But Fail most of the time LOL

36. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
. Yes

37. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
. Nike Shoew & Slippers

38. Are you jealous of anyone?
. It's Depend

39. Is anyone jealous of you?
. Totally No idea

40. Do you love anyone?
. Yes I Do

41. Do any of your friends have children?
. Yea

42. What do you usually do during the day?
. Play, Chatting with Friend And Enjoy and erm.. dunno LOL

43. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
. Yes

44. Do you use the word ‘hello’ daily?
. Yes

45. What color is your car?
. Grey

46. Do you like cats?
. Erm,,,, kinda cool with it

47. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
. Nope, Never heard of it

48. How did you get your worst scar?
. The Engine car

49. Last cigarette?
. Didnt and never smoke in my life

50. Last CD played?
. David Archuleta Album

51. Last BUBBLE bath?
. Few month ago

52. Last time you cried?
. Thursday, 2nd of July

53. Last meal?
. Satay

54. Have you ever dated someone twice?
. Yes I Do

55. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
. Nope

56. Have you ever fallen in love?
. Of course i do.

57. You ever lost someone?
. Yep

58. Have you ever slept until 1pm?
. Yea

59. Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
. Yea, Once

60. List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to
. Kelly, Liling, Woon Chin , Leng Hong and Wei Yean

61. List THREE favorite colors/shades —
. Dark Blue, Black and Milky White

62. Laughed until you cried.
. Yes I Do

63. Went behind your parents back:
. No

64. Gay Marriage?
. Well is normal nowadays... LOL

66. Lowering the drinking age?
. 12 above? lol

67. Who are the best huggers that you know?
. Is in my heart =) LOL

68. Do you believe in love at first sight?
. Yep, It happen on me

69. Is there something you want to tell someone?
. I wish I can have you to stay beside me

70. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
. Echo Park

71. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
. Yea.. Once

72. How many kids do you want to have?
. 4

73. Do you want to change your name?
. I'm happy with my name

74. Last time you saw your father?
. Today morning 4am

75. What time did you wake up today?
. 4 am

76. How old are you?
. 17

77. What were you doing at midnight last night:
. Msn-ing with Syikin and Panda

78. What is your favorite thing in your room?
. My Bed!

79. Where is your best friend right now?
. In their own house / hostel ?

80. Anything else to say?
. I wish we can chat like best friend LOL

Wave And Bye

4a.m.

• Now Is 4am......my parents just left the house and went to China
• I woke up....and wait till their van arrive so I can say bye to them.......
• I went down and have a nap at the Sofa.....so, once the Van have arrived
• I just helped my parent get their largest into the van.....While walking out from my house door.... I can feel the breeze and cold outside my house.....
• Later on, my mum speak up

Mum : ok la, Coddy take care of the house ok? take care yourself most important
Coddy: yes mum =)
Dad : alright Coddy, Remember to take care everything while we are not around..and if you are driving do becareful
Mum : i already told him....Alright let's go

• So, My dad tapped my shoulder and my mum hugged me and left......
• My mum face expression show that she like gonna miss me......but of course I act like I knew nothing.....
• My dad, also trust me.. will take care well.....
• The morning wind, is so cold and breezing....I feel nothing at first.....till my mum hugged me.....I can feel the Voice of Siren....which is the feeling of loneliness.....
• The first time, my parent will not be around me for 1week...
  

Mum Dad...No worries I will take care of the house properly.....Remember to get me more sourvenir

Have fun and all the best on your trip =)

MISS YOU!!!

~ Hope ~

Gender Confuse

Sound sooo soo soo wrong (something fishy)
A Girl But Act as a Prince LOLLOL!!!
Our Little Snow White!~!
He Got Raped LOL


Who knows what happen in UCSI

till one day....There happen gender Confuse!?!? WTH....and some of them might in danger LOL

LOL

Joke Of The Day!

Ikin: Akua!!!! hahaa!!!
Panda : Mana? mana?
Coddy : Tengok Belakang
Ikin : haha ha ha ha ha ha!!!
Aaron : ha ha ha ha (like having Asthma)
Coddy : OMG AHAHHA

- everyone laugh-

The Moment of being Lonely and Friends

• Today is been a morning wake up..... Yesterday the girl keep on mention that I will dream about "that people".... Who knows that i really dream about "that people" GOSH is suprising....but me as a friend... I reallly wish it come true..haehahha
• I do not know did i walk back to my old path? or I have chosen a wrong path.....
• However, today Panda and SF came to my house we did some revision about economics..... is kinda cool. Is just because i did master something on one of the topic.....
• But Panda was like keep on mentioning about "that people name" I'm like kesian la "that people" ....it make me sound so wrong...Like im in love...HAHA (totally WTH)
• after that, they went back....
• After that, i had my dinner with my parent.....and after this dinner I will be alone for a week....Is just because my parent go to China at 4am later......and I will be alone.....
• I just have to be stay strong for this few weeks! GO Coddy!?
  
• After that, i went back to my room......suddenly the movie "Fated to love you" appear in my mind.....
• It let me think that....am I alone? just so many thing came into my mind.....I really afraid....I will be alone.....Fated.....
• Where is my belonging Fated? Where is my Destiny?... May hope i know where are you.....and just stay with me...always........

To my Dear one....I Love You.....

In my mind now....may only have you....howevere im waiting for you....and wait till you voice out to me....or action... I will not give up...until u said a word...."No"

~ Hope ~

Day After Day

• Being very stresful for the past few weeks....and this I think it have affected everyone beside me...which is my friends.....this week have happen a lot of stuff...which make us scared...between a friendship
• everyone is getting emotional...tears been dropping a lot lately......
• is just a very short period a lot of stuff have happen....i may not want to think for the following few years.....
• hopefully everything will past soon and went back to the old time...happy,smile,fun,enjoy and full of FUN.....
• everyone stress-less and take it easy..........
• prepared for the enxt challenge.....
• however, i tink i have been really dumb this past few days....i think i did hurt all my friend.....
• I shouldn't did this...I am so sorry...

For some of my friend... I would to say thanks for a wonderful msg....thanks for being so supportive and such a touching word...i really Appreciate it..from the bottom of my heart.....

We here will support and cheer for each other...we will not miss each other out...and stay strong togetther.....

Thanks to all my friends...thanks a lot My Bro And Sis =)
Friendship Forever

Suprise suprise!!! "Awesomeness"

• Sorry for didnt update lately...it's been a busy day!
  
• Yesterday we saw a lot of "akua or aqua" around the School LOL (big news Akua appear at UCSI) haha!
• totally have a lot of fun
  
• Few i can totally feel the college nowadays
• everyone is being so sarcastic....
• haha Today Me,Jo,Panda,Aaron and also Kelly
  we have made a deal with Jo...If he can handle for 1 week that don't speak any foul language....
• is so fun and in the meant time Jo can practice haha...
• Moreover, Everyone was always built a strong friendship everyday...KEEP it up!!!!

Let's us move forwards with the Quote " Happy Go Lucky!!! " or maybe GOLD LOL

Make me Feel like a family

- everything have change from time to time....it making me feel happy -

I have got into my new life....In the College...I met a lot of new friends....We know each other very well from the start.....since the 3 / 4th day of the college we have been like a family....slowly till our group have become bigger..and now there is 10+++ of us =D. who knows later on became 20++ ? lol haha XD

• a lot of people though that we are from the same school and come to the same college
• actually all of us dunno each other at the first place
• and now we have been form into a group which called as FAMILY
• we help each other and care about each other feeling
• we played fun togetther
• we solve the problem togetther
• we sit exam and study togetther
• we care about each other

Thanks to you people and let me gain my confident and my real self back... =) thanks you ^.^

JUNE BIRTHDAY

June and ME !!!

June and me!!!!

Sweet 18 girl!!!

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA FRIEND!!!ALL THE BEST AND BEST OF LUCK. May wishes come true!!!

Feeling

what is actually happening?
what is the problem?
what is it?

the combination of this 3 question is guide you to innocent.....
you know nothing but sudden you been blame
those feeling is totally wrong......
and stop taking out my friend from my life
stop backstabbing me....
I have my own rights for all my judge and choice. You are not qualified to judge or did that for me....So, please away from my life

This whole thing...is a prove to show that what did i feel now...

why you wanna treat people different way?
I am also the same person as you guys....I may love to all the fun and joy.....but please do go through over the limit.....

Changes of time

everything have change...even me....
lim have change...haha u nice with me i'll nice with you.....(hehe you people know who)

- Daily Activities-
haha Munky overnight at my house we learn a lot kind of dancing move. We been like so crazy and mad over those Dancing style "ka boo yah! "

after that we didnt really study much but at least we have been through it =) so yea!!! we have the ROX day!!!
Bro Forever!

The Day and The Day After

waaa KFC yum yum lol
our FOOD!!!

yesterday me, Aaron, Panda and Angeline went to KFC!!!! wooohooo having so much fun!!! and the most thing our little Panda is driving!!! yeeehaaaa!!!! lol

so after she fetch us back to UCSI and den we go through our script we laugh till we dropp haha


- the next day -
we planned for study group which is today so we have played and have a lot of fun but sadly we failed to study much LOL!!! and today we saw Aaron in a hip hop style wow~~ so stylist....

me,panda and Aaron 3 of us are dancing about low low low low haha

so lastly everyone went home. Totally enjoying the whole day

Crazy and Mad of "Low"

Mmmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
Let me talk to 'em
Mmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
C'mon!

Shawty had them apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey)
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low


I ain't never seen something that'll make me go
This crazy all night spending my doe
Had the million dollar vibe and a body to go
Them birthday cakes they stole the show
So sexual
She was flexible professional
Drinking X&O
Hold up, wait a minute, do I see what I think? Whoa
Did her thing seen shawty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain I'm making it snow
Work the pole I gotta bank roll
I'm gonna say that I prefer the no clothes
I'm in to that I love women exposed
She threw it back at me I gave her mo
Cash ain't a problem I know where it go

Hey shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans filled with guap and they're ready for showing
Cadillacs laid back for the sexy grown
Patron on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on), two stacks (come on), three stacks (come on)
Now that's three grand
What you think I'm playing baby girl I'm the man
I'm dealing rubber bands
That's when I threw her legs on my shoulders
I knew it was over
That heny and Cola got me like a soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky on me I was just like clover
Shawty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her
Like a pornography poster
She showed her


Whoa shawty yeah she was worth the money
Little mama took my cash
And I ain't want it back
The way she bent that back
Got all them paper stacks
Tattoo above her crack
I had to handle that
I was zoned in sexy woman
Let me show it make me want it
Two in the morning I'm zoned in
Them rosee bottles foaming
She wouldn't stop
Made it drop
Shawty dipped that pop and lock
Had to break her off that guap
Gal was fine just like my glock


haha!!!! dang! low low low low~~~


Ding ding ding oh yea! let's rock baby!

lol wth?

haha well our gang is GONE to madness with this song is totally cool it bring me move haha...

today after moral we go for our breakfast at Taizhi place...lol...the food is kinda make us something i dunno but there is a complain oh well
as June said " never try belum tahu" haha

after we have meeting wow we been so serious during Moral meeting everyone gave their full commitment

here goes with English meeting at the beginning it was slightly goes bad cause everyone got lazy

soo till the middle of our discussion about our English Sketch we are getting so irritated of our assignment in that time Aaron have said something which is very suprising and shocked. Me and Asyikin got totally suprise haha we were think that Aaron just got so mature haha

and during that night Aaron is doing assignment haha

Aaron grow up already very good =D

haha that's all for today :)

- stay tuned -

Tiring Day

• well 1st of all heyy Bro Happy Birthday wish u all the best man....
• Other than that, today whole day is tiring.......we going all class and more...and alot of assignment is coming up....is so exhausted.....
• we have to prepare for the exam....

i tink that's all

GOOD LUCK to all my friend and buddy

Birthday BOY!!! (They just grow up so fast sob)

awwww so sweet.....even they wearing the same colour awwwww

lol omg they just grow up soooooo fast T.T

Ta DA HAPPY BIRTHDAY brother!!!!!


In the early morning, i with the Omnivore Panda went for our breakfast then Syikin came and she is like look at me and laugh and with an uncontrolable feeling!!!! i followed laugh as well LOL
Even more, she keep on complaining about her cloth.. we are like OMG haha

so till our econs class so embarased cause i said wrongly something and the whole class stared at me XD

after that all of us went to celebrate our buddy birthday which the picture above....their birthday is actually at 6 of june but we just bring it forwards....and we like eating that cake!!! and destroy it

• poor joe....(his ear) full of cream! LOL dang is so much fun!! haha

Bro happy birthday =)

Memory Day/ Something Be Remember

• well what i do think is...everything is always pass by me...everything gives me some special memory
• I has no idea what happen on me....
• feel like crying but i can't....
• dude what is it happening on me.....

- sigh -

Fun Day!!!

LOL i cant believe i receive this Photo totally got a Shock Waaaaa...haha anyway is funny
here is a library this is why everyone got so serious we are doing our algebra Revision wow.....lol haha

Having so much fun.....our favourite is the Library aunty... LOL

Tada!!!!

• Few having test next week...2 test in one shot...waaa like very scary hor? lol
• i caught flu....sigh poor thing....i wonder is that Munky spread his virus to me...poor coddy *pat pat*
• after that everyone is getting very busy with their assignment and study so they can achieve a higher score...wow sound very competitive.... hahha
• LOL today we go disturb people again....we hit hit hit say say say and do all kind of stuff.....
• wow and Panda find my blog...soo suprise......im like NUUUUUU"
• however hopefully i get well soon....
• feel hitting someone LOL
  

After A Time Pass by

• heyy haha im blogging again~~...haha
• it's been a time i didn't see you since our SPM result....before that if included the time we are having spm and till now...it's been 6months eh? haha
• you know that today i listen to a song...it's make me so depress....and all of our memory came out.....and i promise one of my friends that i will forget you...
• but this song.....make me think...everything we have done..everything we work togetther...everything we have fun togetther...everything we were been togetther and the time we stay at each other house....haha....i am actually kinda wondering do you remember me? are you still thinking of me? I really dunno......but this song.....make me go back to that time.......Miss you....Thinking of you.....
• I'm gonna make a promise after i type or today i will forget you.....and continue with what i am having now.....

• Other than that, which is today I am having a bad day...i cant believe i quarrel with my friends lol...cause of a small matter... I really dunno what have i did wrong...hopefully everything will just pass by easily........
• hope everything get back to normal....I miss you....If you do miss me...or you remember what ever we did before. Do give me a call thanks =)

- End story -

After a Several Weeks Of College Life

• well life just go so well especially in College meet those friends...is like so having a good hang out...is kinda AWESOME DUDE
• oh well other than that, i can said that is kinda tiring.....now we are having 3 assigment for us to present or coming ahead....everyone is having so fun....
• oh well cant wait to present and finish our duties....
• come into social...is like so cool having a lot of fun
• but once came into relation....we didn't meet each other for like 1 month
• we been chatting in our messenger but both of us type in a sadly mode....haha oh well she just have to busy hers and i have to busy mine
• hopefully we are fine in this kind of situation....and what CP told something about is correct.I have improve myself and be brave man....thanks bro for telling me.
• alright which have a better future ahead...keep it up everyone
  

Time just Pass So fast

• God I Have no time to online..it's just so busy lazy in college life (sigh...)
  
• Time just pass by so fast....in a shot I already in college.....and I have high school...I already started to miss the high school life...I wonder....What am I in the future?
• So.....it's just a short time I met a lot of diferent kind of friend.......
• and soon I will get into work... lol
• oh well I wonder will I keep in touch will all my fellow friends hopefully will ^.^ =D
• but everyone seems lazy lately =/ sigh....TAKE IT EASY PEOPLE... =D Have fun Outside there ^.^
  

Farewell Party

Oh Well Today is my last day study in PMC..but i will still go bak for exam.....now......every make a Farewell Party for me in Restaurant Mac =D...is like so touching...i will be Missing You Guys =) thx a lot yea....we do have a lot of memory ^.^ Gambateh LCCI =)

Samantha,Joyce,Keem,AhMei*The talkative Gang* JieHui,Joyce,Coddy
best friend =)

Our Group Or Gang

Buddy For Live Go LCCI =D

Daily Life

• Lol the NS Body Check-Up thing is making my life miserable....my time is like so pact....till end of this month...it totally killing me......
• So...my class in PMC is going to end soon...im gonna miss some of my classmates.....for example...JieHui,XiMing,Ailin so n so...sigh..
• tonight me and XiMing went to watch movie again..which is our 4th time =D
• today we watch *Reach To The Witch Mountain* OMG the movie was GREAT & FANTASTICS =D
• and so we have to plan for our next movie >.<
• so far we still have FOUR more movie have to watch..omg is gonna be cool...haha
• oh god...come and think about tomorrow is my last day of car training and im gonna have the test on friday =.=" dang....wish me good luck =D
  

-Stay Tuned-

Here Come The Day

• everyone started to call me...cause is our SPM result...
• sigh i been so nervous and afraid...wish this result is fine... =)
  

Scary and More Scary

• wow 2 more day to spm result....i wonder what's my result....i do believe i did sacrifice and put some hardwork in my studies..but i just dunno why... i felt that...i have done nothing for it...i lost all of my confident with all of sudden.....after tomorrow the day has come...i may not know...is it...a happy day or the sad day.....im full of worried and fearness i just dunno what's my result is.....i feel so nervous since last 2 weeks ago....i hope everything will be fine...which bring happiness to me and my family... =)

Saturday

• i went to my friend wedding after my class which is a bachelor night...i met my friend....well he gave me a lot of advise and support me and taught how to be succesful and be more confident on myself.....so i just listen even know i may not answer his question properly....he been asking me a lot of question that i never think of it and i didnt even asked myself before....so he asked me...and it took quite a time for me to answer back.....and im like wow.....what happen to me? is just a simple question why i cant answered it? haha...so after every of his advise....i went back....

Sunday

• my friend official wedding dinner is kinda cool...the celebrate it in KL Tower...is kinda cool and fun...and from there we can see the whole KL...and is kinda romantic to see there is a new couple have been known as couple and wife...what a romantic scenes...and so i met my friend again it seems he quite busy and in fact he look that he have more stuff to chat with my sister than me =(......well is ok....i will not make a dissapointment to you so i could gain you confident back.....

oh well...my result is coming out soon...which is about my future...is kinda scary....i hope i could pass through this whole stuff....Go Coddy!.....what i can do...i just have to pray for it.....here it goes....

The Following Days

• here goes the following day it does not change anything in me...
• well...yesterday night it was my friend wedding dinner....this wedding dinner make me think how happy and lovely a couple was...and this wedding dinner the bride and groom picture was printed on a bottle which kinda lovely....and the night i came back....im just too tired and slept...the next day im totally fine but..once it reach till evening which is around 7pm....my feeling was just feeling so bad and i look at the bottle...all kind of image just appear in my mind......
• is sad pain and hurt...something and some feeling that cant and hard to be explain....
• im thinking...that do i have the day....or maybe not....im just have the worried and sadness in me...wish i could just forget it off aand take it away......
• hope one day i could find it...
  

Day 9

• Today i been listening to the song we have heard togetther...haha this is really meaningful right? haha.....but i know you maybe have forgot aboout it....i wish we could have a chance to listen this song again...togetther...i been wondering..what are you doing...are you doing fine? did you remember to take care yourself...it is just because last time have me around to take care of you...and now u are alone well i think you will be fine with your family member =)

what actually happen today? LOL you are really funny lol...anyway i'll got you a long hair it suit you for being like a girl...keep polish your nails and afraid of sunlights LOL...you know what i means =D *peace*

• so...the past by past..the day to our SPM result is nearer we are getting worried which is only next week....well as Keem said you cant do anything by now..what you can do is only pray...haha....oh well wish it will be fine =)......
• and tonight my 2nd bro said he gonna bring me to the pet shop to see the BULLDOGS*puppy one* lolz he said if doesnt over RM2500 he bought it for me LOL...wow that's cool hehe.....yay bro...haha

*stay Tuned*

Day 8 after past a few days

• well i dunno after this past few i didnt blog...and once it night....my feeling just came...and feel painful and lonely well i will just keep on trying =/

lol keep busying about homeworks + assignment is totally tired....
but im still fine....

• today i fall sick..I might have putting a lot of pressure on myself...
• i feel like giving up...what i am studying...but too bad i have paid my exam fees so..i have to just move on...this remind me..a girl keep on scolded me and remind me to wake up from everything that will make u down haha...
  

Day 5 * Missing Someone*

Miss

• with all of sudden...i just cried...and i was recalling the day we been togetther...every part that you appear..once i just look at it...is just came out an illusion..which is you...
• i dunno why..i still miss you..i dunno why it just uncontrolable....i really wish to let go..but is just hard...

everything goes tuffer and harder everyday life is getting more adventure....and kinda worries about my future lolz...

and next week maybe is my "P" license test D= OMG i wonder can i pass through =/....and what i heard from my uncle...i probabbly go sit the test with Mei Mei....haha and both of us have promise to organize another re-union cause next year...a lot of people leaving and went for further studies for an example now Kok Lim have left M'sia and went to Aus...lolz who would be next? hmm....

Day 4

• wow another day...the whole day feel so un-even LOL but so far so good
• so today i have went for my 11hours driving lesson and on the half way of training it rains...this rain makes the tyre sound...that's kinda scary and make me got nervous all of sudden..
• today is totally exhausted from driving after that...one of my coll friend have invited me to watch movie in "Leisure Mall" we went to watch "Kung Fu Chef" is totally nice and cool haha...but i realize that a lot of part is cut.....and my friend say it doesn't...lolz well is ok then...after so he fetched me back....
  

Day3

• Day 3 haha......i kinda miss is 3 days..
• and wow today account class is kinda ok...we already get into lvl3..ka bu yah!?
• and so...costing teacher "Ms.April" she lost her voice..sad thing eh? haih wish she can get heal soon...drink more honey and lemon..=D
• and so tomorrow is my 4th time driving lesson.....and soon im getting into my driving test and that's is scary....wish i could just pass this test as soon as possible...owh god....please pray for me....alright all the best ;)
  

Another Day

• today is Day 2 of missing the person...
• well today i may be too tired and having fun with my family
• today being so silly...someone that all of us hate him the most..and i being like his avenger....
• he being so immature..he just make me damm piss off
• so....those homework are freaking hard is keep on giving me pressure make me really headache....is like im the only who doesnt know how to do it...
• i am really dumb lolz....
• alright then...i hope goin all this i will being more hardworking and make me study much more easily....
• GOGO Coddy keep it up
• and i wish i could ever leave you out from my heart....i dont wish it something happen on me like last time...and wish my family will back to normal soon...
• my second bro is freaking funny...we went for a walk today cool...and we saw a mini zoo and this stuff gonna influence my family member and now my house hv 7 CHICKENS OMG!?...
  

The Following Days

The look and face during Chinese New Year which i still missing someone
This how i been now

Let's try and see...today we start count the day i been missing the person we make it as the 1st day ok?.
so Day 1 is still go as usual.....so yea...let's see....

Love & Family

Love

• well i love to go with love...sometimes love is kinda stupid and being really silly that u could ever imagine.....
• all friends beside me....having all kind of love problem...they just love a person but they just doesn't have the braveness to face the fact which is imposibble....
• and i have been giving advice to them...
• but come back to me....i been wondering...that i may just give them a proper advice but come and think about it...i cant face my love....
• i didnt really couple up before but i spoke like have been through a lot of exprience....
• even though i didnt couple up before but i do fall in love before which is something people are not suppose to have this..cause it may bring up you to become stupid and did something silly which worth nothing...
• me? im the first person in the world who have this exprience before....if not mistaken I did mention it on my previous POSTS....
• haha so it's been 2009 and everything goes a big diferent since last year compare to this year
• met a lot of new friend, new school (college), seens a lot of new stuff. learn something that you didnt even learn before and futher more....
• but...there is something i'm still keeping in my heart and i didnt let go
• since i move a step into 2009 i have though i could ever forget the one i love in fact i am just lying to myself, im cheating on myself....i just cant face it...
• it's been 4 months we didnt even call,see or even heard each other voice....but once i listen to love song my love image is just appear and i cant even forget it...even i get into my bed the image just appear..So, i just have to make myself really tired and go to bed.....and during last week if im not mistaken...i even dream about it...
• so, to tell the truth is just so suffering....i feel like telling someone but i just may not know who should i tell to...so i just expose my feeling through blogging....
• Futhermore, sometimes i just feel like crying it out but i just cant....i cant cry from the outside and i cry from inside of my heart......this prove that i still love the person...and prove that i cant even forget the person....how much i miss the person i just may not know...i wish one day we meet we could just hug each other..is just enough...even till today i have change a lot...i became tuffer,stronger and may not easy been bullied...but im sure with it voice it just bring the old me back....
• this is why i said why im in love...and i will try my best to let it go....to bring myself up and face the facts " Go Coddy"

Family

• As everyone know family is important to everyone...i remembered one of my friend said before no matter what you did..your friend are not important but your family is important cause they the one who support you and gives you strength....
• At first. i just don't believe but till i step into 2009 i just realize what my friend said is true....
• my family is do a part of me..without them i may not move forwards till this far...
• exspecially my mum..her love i can totally feel it...i will try my best to giv her more than what she gave it to me.....
• and so...my family having a really big family problem...it's been 4 month since now...since November till now February....
• i really worried for my family member i wish i could help...but in fact i just can do nothing....
• so i felt went to the temple to pray for my family safe and be happy....
• and moreover, i wish we could went through the problem as soon as possible and went back to our old road.....
• over i pray for my family again =) *may god bless*
  

BACK back....*time passed to fast*

• it's been 2month since the last time i on
• well everyone have change even me....
• i went to PMC to study my pure accounting subjects which 5 subjects "Managemet Account,Account,Costing,Business Statistics & Advanced Business Calculation'
• seriously all this thing is not as easy as you though freaking hard man...
• Kinda miss the "oldist Friends " even some of them are like invisible..or maybe i'm the one O.O
• and so kinda meet my new's friend
• kinda like them very much they are just being so friendly
• and so we having a hard time to study and do miss some calculation..but we our cool relation we go through happily.
• and my High School's friends we being far apart from each other... =/
  sad thing....i wonder how is everyone now?
  well after i went to Sok Yan's Party is been like wow...cool is reunion really miss each other
  but too bad....im kinda busy i dont even have time to meet them
• i wonder...we didnt meet each other quite a time....once we meet each other again will us be stranger? =/ hmm....
• well hope we can meet each other soon and be the same way as what we did last time
• and here's goes the busy man....*me*.....go for the future =D