Friday, February 27, 2009

Day 5 * Missing Someone*

Miss
  • with all of sudden...i just cried...and i was recalling the day we been togetther...every part that you appear..once i just look at it...is just came out an illusion..which is you...
  • i dunno why..i still miss you..i dunno why it just uncontrolable....i really wish to let go..but is just hard...
everything goes tuffer and harder everyday life is getting more adventure....and kinda worries about my future lolz...

and next week maybe is my "P" license test D= OMG i wonder can i pass through =/....and what i heard from my uncle...i probabbly go sit the test with Mei Mei....haha and both of us have promise to organize another re-union cause next year...a lot of people leaving and went for further studies for an example now Kok Lim have left M'sia and went to Aus...lolz who would be next? hmm....

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Day 4

  • wow another day...the whole day feel so un-even LOL but so far so good
  • so today i have went for my 11hours driving lesson and on the half way of training it rains...this rain makes the tyre sound...that's kinda scary and make me got nervous all of sudden..
  • today is totally exhausted from driving after that...one of my coll friend have invited me to watch movie in "Leisure Mall" we went to watch "Kung Fu Chef" is totally nice and cool haha...but i realize that a lot of part is cut.....and my friend say it doesn't...lolz well is ok then...after so he fetched me back....

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Day3

  • Day 3 haha......i kinda miss is 3 days..
  • and wow today account class is kinda ok...we already get into lvl3..ka bu yah!?
  • and so...costing teacher "Ms.April" she lost her voice..sad thing eh? haih wish she can get heal soon...drink more honey and lemon..=D
  • and so tomorrow is my 4th time driving lesson.....and soon im getting into my driving test and that's is scary....wish i could just pass this test as soon as possible...owh god....please pray for me....alright all the best ;)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Another Day

  • today is Day 2 of missing the person...
  • well today i may be too tired and having fun with my family
  • today being so silly...someone that all of us hate him the most..and i being like his avenger....
  • he being so immature..he just make me damm piss off
  • so....those homework are freaking hard is keep on giving me pressure make me really headache....is like im the only who doesnt know how to do it...
  • i am really dumb lolz....
  • alright then...i hope goin all this i will being more hardworking and make me study much more easily....
  • GOGO Coddy keep it up
  • and i wish i could ever leave you out from my heart....i dont wish it something happen on me like last time...and wish my family will back to normal soon...
  • my second bro is freaking funny...we went for a walk today cool...and we saw a mini zoo and this stuff gonna influence my family member and now my house hv 7 CHICKENS OMG!?...

Monday, February 23, 2009

The Following Days


The look and face during Chinese New Year which i still missing someone
This how i been now

Let's try and see...today we start count the day i been missing the person we make it as the 1st day ok?.
so Day 1 is still go as usual.....so yea...let's see....

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Love & Family

Love
  • well i love to go with love...sometimes love is kinda stupid and being really silly that u could ever imagine.....
  • all friends beside me....having all kind of love problem...they just love a person but they just doesn't have the braveness to face the fact which is imposibble....
  • and i have been giving advice to them...
  • but come back to me....i been wondering...that i may just give them a proper advice but come and think about it...i cant face my love....
  • i didnt really couple up before but i spoke like have been through a lot of exprience....
  • even though i didnt couple up before but i do fall in love before which is something people are not suppose to have this..cause it may bring up you to become stupid and did something silly which worth nothing...
  • me? im the first person in the world who have this exprience before....if not mistaken I did mention it on my previous POSTS....
  • haha so it's been 2009 and everything goes a big diferent since last year compare to this year
  • met a lot of new friend, new school (college), seens a lot of new stuff. learn something that you didnt even learn before and futher more....
  • but...there is something i'm still keeping in my heart and i didnt let go
  • since i move a step into 2009 i have though i could ever forget the one i love in fact i am just lying to myself, im cheating on myself....i just cant face it...
  • it's been 4 months we didnt even call,see or even heard each other voice....but once i listen to love song my love image is just appear and i cant even forget it...even i get into my bed the image just appear..So, i just have to make myself really tired and go to bed.....and during last week if im not mistaken...i even dream about it...
  • so, to tell the truth is just so suffering....i feel like telling someone but i just may not know who should i tell to...so i just expose my feeling through blogging....
  • Futhermore, sometimes i just feel like crying it out but i just cant....i cant cry from the outside and i cry from inside of my heart......this prove that i still love the person...and prove that i cant even forget the person....how much i miss the person i just may not know...i wish one day we meet we could just hug each other..is just enough...even till today i have change a lot...i became tuffer,stronger and may not easy been bullied...but im sure with it voice it just bring the old me back....
  • this is why i said why im in love...and i will try my best to let it go....to bring myself up and face the facts " Go Coddy"
Family
  • As everyone know family is important to everyone...i remembered one of my friend said before no matter what you did..your friend are not important but your family is important cause they the one who support you and gives you strength....
  • At first. i just don't believe but till i step into 2009 i just realize what my friend said is true....
  • my family is do a part of me..without them i may not move forwards till this far...
  • exspecially my mum..her love i can totally feel it...i will try my best to giv her more than what she gave it to me.....
  • and so...my family having a really big family problem...it's been 4 month since now...since November till now February....
  • i really worried for my family member i wish i could help...but in fact i just can do nothing....
  • so i felt went to the temple to pray for my family safe and be happy....
  • and moreover, i wish we could went through the problem as soon as possible and went back to our old road.....
  • over i pray for my family again =) *may god bless*

Friday, February 6, 2009

BACK back....*time passed to fast*

  • it's been 2month since the last time i on
  • well everyone have change even me....
  • i went to PMC to study my pure accounting subjects which 5 subjects "Managemet Account,Account,Costing,Business Statistics & Advanced Business Calculation'
  • seriously all this thing is not as easy as you though freaking hard man...
  • Kinda miss the "oldist Friends " even some of them are like invisible..or maybe i'm the one O.O
  • and so kinda meet my new's friend
  • kinda like them very much they are just being so friendly
  • and so we having a hard time to study and do miss some calculation..but we our cool relation we go through happily.
  • and my High School's friends we being far apart from each other... =/
    sad thing....i wonder how is everyone now?
    well after i went to Sok Yan's Party is been like wow...cool is reunion really miss each other
    but too bad....im kinda busy i dont even have time to meet them
  • i wonder...we didnt meet each other quite a time....once we meet each other again will us be stranger? =/ hmm....
  • well hope we can meet each other soon and be the same way as what we did last time
  • and here's goes the busy man....*me*.....go for the future =D