Wednesday, July 22, 2009

You

Hey.... i didnt saw for like 8 month...how are you? haha i may not know the answer
  • However, today i saw a video which is you are inside it....i hear your voice...even tho is only a short 2 second small part of you...i saw you smile and make joke....lively in a video....is just enough for me to think of you....
  • The way you act...honestly, just so cute....I really miss you till feel like hugging....and I did told my friend(you know who you are)...I believe we can or i would say might can be togetther
  • well..wondering will you call me like last time you did? haha im just waiting..
  • Guess what, today i listen to a song...which name "A Thousand Miles"
    I wonder if this song mean that no matter where are you...i can still feel you...and maybe is some hints i dunno LOOL... coz i accidentally/simply and click the song...so yea.....hehe....hopefully....I can see you soon and be like the old time =)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Moral Presentation

Well done Team, We did a very good job =D
And We must thanks to our Leader Munky =D You reall lead well =)
Keep it up till the future ^.^




PLS SAVE THEM! ( Moral Team Member )



The Girls (Kelly,Panda,Angeline,SueFei)



The Boys (Sonic,Aaron,Coddy,Munky,Jo,Jenz,Philip)




Kelly and I





SueFei and I



My Sis (Panda) and I =D





My Bro "Double 6"and I

Friday, July 17, 2009

The Emotion and Feeling

  • with all the moment i actually still missing you....actually I dunno...everytime.....I got break down.....sad..emotional...the first ever thing is that.....come into my mind is you....but why....why must be you?....
  • I actually miss you...and describe how the moment when me be with you....is maybe only the 3 days.....but the 3 days memory is enough to make me remember the whole life.....
  • Did you know....I need you to comfort me... just need you.........I'm sure if you is staying beside me.....I'm fine....and i will be happy and no problem in my life....but once you are not around me...I can just feel that my "puzzle" is not complete....
  • Hopefully....This blog...will hope and wish that we will be togetther again...one day.....Just Hope

~ Hope ~

Walll -leee

  • im watching this movie with all of sudden...come and think about it......
  • This movie is very meaningful...is about a robot from a world and went to the space to meet his another robot friend....
  • but at last that robot got into trouble at last the another robot try to save it.......
  • The friendship-ness of the robot is very touching they dare to sacrifice cause of a plant....
I learned a lot from this movie... =)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Let's Called it A Day

  • Well, two of my friend have fall sick...I'm to hope that they will get well soon...and take care
  • Today, In college without Jo and Munky is kinda like not used with it....
  • However, going through the all day we can say that we are having fun...by helping MSA out...
  • Other than that, we been so hardworking...today we do Algebra after our lunch....so then...we been laughing for the whole day...really fun
  • Totally exhausted, alright back to work then..."workaholic" <-- (I dunno how is spells XP) WORK WORK WORK!!!Keep it up ^.^
For the people around me, all the best and take care....for those who is sick....Get well soon... =)


~ Hope ~

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I Believe That I'm Not

  • I need stand for myself.... I'm insist that im not....must...Is a must to stronghold myself to move to the wrong path....I must not ever get through it..
  • Hopefully this thing will past soon....seems that...."that person" have afraid of me......but.....Once i get to college...
  • The moment, I step into the college....Is just make me think of it.....
  • Gosh....I though that this challenge had already over during my high schoo...but What The Heck.... It came back......
  • How am i suppose to overcome it....I really dunno....They say... Coddy stop thinking
  • I may not how to control and make myself relieve....Soo hard tho.......maybe I can....by just try to sit alone...let me think everything...and ignore my surrounding......Is just like is not suppose to happen.....I just get through one challenge and why now in a second..... It's just come another one so soon.....
  • But i hope, after I get through.... please.....hopefully "that person" will ok with me...and don't avoid me.....

~ Hope ~

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Form 5 Comm Gathering!!

Li Ling and I




( SokYan, DustinLee , JunHao, LianYan, KiaJie, Jeaan, SamanthaTeh, Wei Yean, LiLing, Coddy)



( 3 old buddy )





Li Ling And I



  • We actually enjoyed the whole dinner but liling and i both of us are acting really " weird " LOL till everyone are looking at us
  • Both of us actually play by capturing pictures by using my handphone LOL
- after the dinner -

  • We actually went to Sok Yan house and sing K.... haha kinda fun
  • A few Of Lee Hom fans...we go crazy by keep on opening and sing of his song...and one of us...which is " Samantha" she love Of Lee Hom MV which name " Julia " she goooes crazy and wild LOL...haha
  • After that, everyone just called it a day
Can't wait for the next one!!! =D

Different between everyone.....and the words of "Love"

Love
  • So...first of all, with all of sudden I just lost my direction and I dunno what is the meaning of the word....It made me sooo confuse.....I'm wondering why is this kind of feeling suddenly appear again....I just dunno why....Is really weird tho..
  • It makes me so confuse till I lost my so called my "social network".....the term of "putting this kind of stuff aside and concentrate for you future" I'm totally understand this kind of term...BUT sometimes the feeling just cant be control it just overcome and took over you.....I really kinda don't wish this kind of thing happen tho...
  • I think everyone actually do remember my previous poem that i created it last year....
  • That poem is create when i have the feeling now.... Sorry to some of my friend.... I really dunno this is happening on me again...cause that I promise you guys it wont happen....but I just cant make it....however I will still try.....
  • Everytime you people just mention "Human" name.....the feeling just appear and I just changed into the other me
  • Everytime I saw"Human" i just feel angry BUT jealousy doesn't happen
  • Everytime I'm alone and lonely....you "Human" came into my mind... how could this every happen in me....I really dunno....
  • I will give myself one week as an a probation for myself...If i pass means I will give my full 100% commitment into my works but if not.....I dunno.....

Different

  • Why people have a lot of fun.....
  • Why people can enjoy so much....
  • Why me.....let my mind close....can't I just let go? what the heck am I waiting?
  • Why am I making this kind of stuff disturbing me? Coddy the confident is in your hand....but you must not let this thing affect you
  • People have a lot of fun...You should have too.... Do not let your work overcome your life.....take it easy in every angle.....Take off the jealousy word....as my friend always said... " This is the life " Now, today i'm totally understand what is that suppose to mean....
  • Life is everything we go through that we haven't see and we have to move forward to see it.....
  • There Is more thing awaiting us in front, I must try to learn to balance my life... Keep it up... =)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Q & A "nothing to do XD "

Tagged by Josiah Quah Jiashen. Copied from Sue Fei\

1. What color is your toothbrush?
. Light Blue

2. Name one person that made you smile today?
. Nicholas

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
. Watching TV

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
. Yum Cha with Friend

5. What is your favorite candy?
. Lollipop.

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
.Nope Cause i didnt went clubbing before

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
. Im Bored

8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
. Vanila

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
. Milk Tea

10. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
. No idea


11. Have you ever made a promise you’d die to keep?
. Yea

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
. None

13. The last sporting event you watched?
. Football

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
. Sweet

15. Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
. Chin Jing

16. Ever go camping?
. Yea

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
. Nope

18. Do you have a pet?
. Yes, A Female Dog... Name Casey

19. Do you have a tan?
. No idea

20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
. Of course

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
. Yes

22. What did your last text message say?
. Sis Buy me an Island Supreme LOL!

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
. Going to class and play!? LOL XD

24. Where is your dad?
. On China, Having Vacation

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
. Books Around

26. What color is your watch?
. Black,Grey and Red strips

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
. A country?

28. What is your birthstone?
. Sapphire

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through?
. Pass by

30. What is your favorite number?
. 6

31. Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone?
. Leng Hong

32. Any plans today?
. Nothing. I have no idea cause of alone in the house =/


33. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
. don't Feel like telling

34. Last song listened to?
. Touch My Body

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
. Yea, But Fail most of the time LOL

36. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
. Yes

37. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
. Nike Shoew & Slippers

38. Are you jealous of anyone?
. It's Depend

39. Is anyone jealous of you?
. Totally No idea

40. Do you love anyone?
. Yes I Do

41. Do any of your friends have children?
. Yea

42. What do you usually do during the day?
. Play, Chatting with Friend And Enjoy and erm.. dunno LOL

43. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
. Yes

44. Do you use the word ‘hello’ daily?
. Yes

45. What color is your car?
. Grey

46. Do you like cats?
. Erm,,,, kinda cool with it

47. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
. Nope, Never heard of it

48. How did you get your worst scar?
. The Engine car

49. Last cigarette?
. Didnt and never smoke in my life

50. Last CD played?
. David Archuleta Album

51. Last BUBBLE bath?
. Few month ago

52. Last time you cried?
. Thursday, 2nd of July

53. Last meal?
. Satay

54. Have you ever dated someone twice?
. Yes I Do

55. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
. Nope

56. Have you ever fallen in love?
. Of course i do.

57. You ever lost someone?
. Yep

58. Have you ever slept until 1pm?
. Yea

59. Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
. Yea, Once

60. List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to
. Kelly, Liling, Woon Chin , Leng Hong and Wei Yean

61. List THREE favorite colors/shades —
. Dark Blue, Black and Milky White

62. Laughed until you cried.
. Yes I Do

63. Went behind your parents back:
. No

64. Gay Marriage?
. Well is normal nowadays... LOL

66. Lowering the drinking age?
. 12 above? lol

67. Who are the best huggers that you know?
. Is in my heart =) LOL

68. Do you believe in love at first sight?
. Yep, It happen on me

69. Is there something you want to tell someone?
. I wish I can have you to stay beside me

70. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
. Echo Park

71. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
. Yea.. Once

72. How many kids do you want to have?
. 4

73. Do you want to change your name?
. I'm happy with my name

74. Last time you saw your father?
. Today morning 4am

75. What time did you wake up today?
. 4 am

76. How old are you?
. 17

77. What were you doing at midnight last night:
. Msn-ing with Syikin and Panda

78. What is your favorite thing in your room?
. My Bed!

79. Where is your best friend right now?
. In their own house / hostel ?

80. Anything else to say?
. I wish we can chat like best friend LOL

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Wave And Bye


4a.m.
  • Now Is 4am......my parents just left the house and went to China
  • I woke up....and wait till their van arrive so I can say bye to them.......
  • I went down and have a nap at the Sofa.....so, once the Van have arrived
  • I just helped my parent get their largest into the van.....While walking out from my house door.... I can feel the breeze and cold outside my house.....
  • Later on, my mum speak up
Mum : ok la, Coddy take care of the house ok? take care yourself most important
Coddy: yes mum =)
Dad : alright Coddy, Remember to take care everything while we are not around..and if you are driving do becareful
Mum : i already told him....Alright let's go

  • So, My dad tapped my shoulder and my mum hugged me and left......
  • My mum face expression show that she like gonna miss me......but of course I act like I knew nothing.....
  • My dad, also trust me.. will take care well.....
  • The morning wind, is so cold and breezing....I feel nothing at first.....till my mum hugged me.....I can feel the Voice of Siren....which is the feeling of loneliness.....
  • The first time, my parent will not be around me for 1week...
Mum Dad...No worries I will take care of the house properly.....Remember to get me more sourvenir

Have fun and all the best on your trip =)

MISS YOU!!!

~ Hope ~

Gender Confuse

Sound sooo soo soo wrong (something fishy)
A Girl But Act as a Prince LOLLOL!!!
Our Little Snow White!~!
He Got Raped LOL


Who knows what happen in UCSI

till one day....There happen gender Confuse!?!? WTH....and some of them might in danger LOL

LOL

Joke Of The Day!

Ikin: Akua!!!! hahaa!!!
Panda : Mana? mana?
Coddy : Tengok Belakang
Ikin : haha ha ha ha ha ha!!!
Aaron : ha ha ha ha (like having Asthma)
Coddy : OMG AHAHHA

- everyone laugh-

The Moment of being Lonely and Friends

  • Today is been a morning wake up..... Yesterday the girl keep on mention that I will dream about "that people".... Who knows that i really dream about "that people" GOSH is suprising....but me as a friend... I reallly wish it come true..haehahha
  • I do not know did i walk back to my old path? or I have chosen a wrong path.....
  • However, today Panda and SF came to my house we did some revision about economics..... is kinda cool. Is just because i did master something on one of the topic.....
  • But Panda was like keep on mentioning about "that people name" I'm like kesian la "that people" ....it make me sound so wrong...Like im in love...HAHA (totally WTH)
  • after that, they went back....
  • After that, i had my dinner with my parent.....and after this dinner I will be alone for a week....Is just because my parent go to China at 4am later......and I will be alone.....
  • I just have to be stay strong for this few weeks! GO Coddy!?
  • After that, i went back to my room......suddenly the movie "Fated to love you" appear in my mind.....
  • It let me think that....am I alone? just so many thing came into my mind.....I really afraid....I will be alone.....Fated.....
  • Where is my belonging Fated? Where is my Destiny?... May hope i know where are you.....and just stay with me...always........

To my Dear one....I Love You.....

In my mind now....may only have you....howevere im waiting for you....and wait till you voice out to me....or action... I will not give up...until u said a word...."No"

~ Hope ~

Friday, July 3, 2009

Day After Day

  • Being very stresful for the past few weeks....and this I think it have affected everyone beside me...which is my friends.....this week have happen a lot of stuff...which make us scared...between a friendship
  • everyone is getting emotional...tears been dropping a lot lately......
  • is just a very short period a lot of stuff have happen....i may not want to think for the following few years.....
  • hopefully everything will past soon and went back to the old time...happy,smile,fun,enjoy and full of FUN.....
  • everyone stress-less and take it easy..........
  • prepared for the enxt challenge.....
  • however, i tink i have been really dumb this past few days....i think i did hurt all my friend.....
  • I shouldn't did this...I am so sorry...
For some of my friend... I would to say thanks for a wonderful msg....thanks for being so supportive and such a touching word...i really Appreciate it..from the bottom of my heart.....

We here will support and cheer for each other...we will not miss each other out...and stay strong togetther.....

Thanks to all my friends...thanks a lot My Bro And Sis =)
Friendship Forever

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Suprise suprise!!! "Awesomeness"

  • Sorry for didnt update lately...it's been a busy day!
  • Yesterday we saw a lot of "akua or aqua" around the School LOL (big news Akua appear at UCSI) haha!
  • totally have a lot of fun
  • Few i can totally feel the college nowadays
  • everyone is being so sarcastic....
  • haha Today Me,Jo,Panda,Aaron and also Kelly
    we have made a deal with Jo...If he can handle for 1 week that don't speak any foul language....
  • is so fun and in the meant time Jo can practice haha...
  • Moreover, Everyone was always built a strong friendship everyday...KEEP it up!!!!

Let's us move forwards with the Quote " Happy Go Lucky!!! " or maybe GOLD LOL