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Memory

2010-06-04T05:08:00.000-07:00

There go one year.... The last of being a teenager... Everyone just feel themselves got older

awww miss every moment =(... LOL

well, So sorry to Wei yean...and most of my cempakans mates >.< really sad that we don't have any gathering LoL.... really miss you people till the max man.... haha

hope to see you guys sooon...

I can't believe I pun sudah belajar kat UCSI 1 year + d lo~ =)

Frustration

2010-05-20T16:54:00.000-07:00

In the early, I feel something when through my mind... cause of a bad management I had in my life...and makes me feel soo bladdy damm... I need someone who really understand and get what I mean and "click" just like that..... cant you understand...?.... really damm damm bo mood.... wth man... huiyo... .zzzzzzz What la....... work with me here.... Even tho Me and you had experienced it before. I may failed it once but doesn't mean I DON'T DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE who the heck are you? I've been working so hard... I won't let your stupid temper make me go down.... I will counter back what you did!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH DAMMMMMMMMMMMM......

Movie

2010-05-03T00:29:00.000-07:00

Happy & Love Forever

Heyy, I just finished a movie drama... dang this movie is awesome... haha but I have to say in the front part... It makes you doesn't like every and each of person in the movie except the watak utama perempuan and ming dao <3>

In the progress going behind is just so touched me...but I still love "Fated to love you" and of course every movie have their own "qualities" this movie... I really like how Ming Dao act...

how he acts is just makes every girl woohooo I can say that is every girl dream guy o~ LOL haha...

and seriously I don't like the ending at all man...Once I finished it... I'm like WTH haha....

haha total go 30 Episod... I can say please do pay attention on Episod 27 or 28 either one of it... you can obviously hear that is not Ming Dao voice...which where it doesn't feel that touchy and attractive jor...

so yea... It seems i'm like promoting haha XD must watch! XD every part of he say... ge me la ai yo~~ ai ya~ hao la~ (this is where girl should actually feel melted) XP hahaha!! you feel it totally different from us Malaysian XD

- must watch XD -

yean drama movie... you fav o~~ must go watch haha even tho is not wilber pan but... ming dao also not bad XD

A part of him in the movie =D

Expressing

2010-05-02T01:53:00.000-07:00

heyy, yep expressing time man...
Well, I dunno what this call... After, i watched the taiwanese drama I felt that they are really so sweet... Not only in Friend and Family They handle it very well... I'm really envy about it cause In fact I can do well both of it in my real life...well not to mention "relationship" hmmm It may be only a movie and so called "fantasy" but to me... I really wish to have one...
To tell the truth... I just fought with my family... again.. sigh....
They don't even know that I can't eat durians and "Bak Kut Teh" this is not because im Fussy but is because I cant handle those smell and will make me vomit instead of eating it... Even my friends know about it... and so cause of this we have quarreled about it... Indeed is a really small stuff...
but... this is related about the caring,the wellness as in know how well you are...they are my family....they don't even know what's my favourite and what I cant take it/dislike
well, Is ok that you guys(family) don't understand. I'm also cool that you went to work and didnt accompany me...and I also don't mind that you only see me twice a week.... and yeah I also don't mind that you dunno well about me and doesn't know what's my fav stuff
and yeah... I also don't mind you asked me to handle the family problem that you guys been giving me to handle... but.... I just wan my freedom.... the freedom not as in... going out or not... Is about... When I want to rest.. you ask me to go do something(understanding)
when I wan to eat"which the time for me to relax and calm down" and you asked me don't eat this and don't eat that....

I know I'm FAT but please I really dunno why I be like that...Maybe it just run in the genes... I ate the same amount as everyone does...Or maybe sometimes I eat lesser....due to our college busy time.... Can't you care about my feeling or just be understanding?... and Once something wrong... you guys actually blame me everything..... Sadly to say...I'm bad enough to be your dog man.... you ask me do that i'll do.... You guys used to scold me that I cant study.. ok fine... gosh.... I'm like in a prison... I wonder how long I can stay this long....

and yeah...talking about friend...last time...when i'm down and sad...even when I'm crying... I still know who should I call.... but now... when I look into my phone.... I dunno who should I call...when I'm happy.... What I can do is "shock sendiri" cause I dunno who should I share with...haha externally I may look like a guy who is know by everyone and a lot of friend... but internally... I just a guy who is lonely and cant find a true friend....

I always wanted to.....

Three Terms

2010-04-30T11:37:00.001-07:00

Hmm, I want to confess about missing and forget in three terms!!

Forgetful,
hehe, I forget still got you XP"blek"

Replaced
I found a better one LOL, so muahaha you get lost

New One,
I want to see desperately =( LOL

alright!!! lol I dunno what am I typing but I something I found to express ME! lol haha XD

hmmmm In the same time it also base on 3 people XD
Just see what happen ba XD

- Curious -

A Day =)

2010-04-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

haha few....

Yesterday, I went out with my PMC friend... not to mention that it was really aweeesooommeeee
lol
Haha been singing the whole afternoon hahax...
And once it night I sing again =.=" end up I have broke my voice lol

Today I went out with Sha,Za.J, and Adamdam =DD LOL =X

haha we went for a movie which is

Yeah babeh is Date Night

Haha, Seriously this movie just laughed our butt off is damm freaky Funny man.. and the storyline just awesome and the title say it all.. you guys should go and watch it LOL hahax XP

is an awesome movie day I would say =)

and today, I'm going out for dinner with my "kai- parents" which is my god-parents lolx
well, they really love me alot like their real son =)... hopefully, I will have fun XD

- Enjoyment -

Hey yean! hahax XD

Sincere

2010-04-23T08:54:00.001-07:00

Today, I just realize that...friend are not easy to be made.....
even tho, they are friend of yours... but doesn't mean they show you in a sincere way....

you friend me, is because my parents helped your family out before.
you friend me, is because you wanna get benefit from me(which is I have nothing to be get)
you friend me, is because you think that you owed me
you friend me, is because you can used me

but

GUYS

A true friend doesn't goes that way....

Friend should be telling each other the facts and accept it....
Futhermore, you told me that you are ok.
but in other way you just ignored me and treat me invisibly
I called you, cause I'm really down and sad... and you actually ignore what I said and say yeah is better way that we text....(honestly, I been talking for so long and you actually tell me that text is actually better? wth...) Just tell me if it you busy...."tak mahu dengar sudah"
I'm so dissapointed in this.... I'm enough with all the craps do whatever you want....
If I'm immature so be it... and still this is regarding about feeling...
care about people feeling....

Sorry this whole thing is just to express myself...

yean ah yean...until today I still the same a...sigh help me la.... T.T

- Care -

Dumb

2010-04-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

Today, I get into an account and viewed my another friend account... oh well, hmm it just grow and passby so fast... the moment I look into the eyes.... the face I can see it really enjoying thier lifes

Oh well, I'll just stay cool and forget about you?... .But is just weird I been through all type of people... but once I see back you... I just have the feeling there for you... hmm why eh?

I have no idea... But... If can I would like to chat back with you... or maybe just give me a call? Like how we used to talk?

Remember you asked me how many siblings I have? haha... we talk about it and laughed.... and I won't forget the place I went for it... and yeah.... I'm missing you....I miss your everything... Your laughed, voice, the moment you sit beside me...and you ask me question when you started to blur and don't understand something...haha gosh... LOL.... this is why my titled known as dumb... I just too dumb that I still fall for you...oh well,

- Yean don't guess ini siapa LoL! XD-

- Peace out - "Loved"

Hope

2010-04-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

Bang to my topic later on XD

haha 1st of all today me and AiLin went for a so called "date" haha we went for movie which is Beauty on Duty. Serious it just laugh our butt off man haha
Later on we just for a normal walk gosh we kinda shop till we drop LOL!!! hingga need to pinjam duit from each other

Hope, yeah... basically I wish and we wish to go for diet planning LOL!!! and my hope here means... hope it will success LOL!!!

I wan to go slim @@.....

This is just because my relatives and my fellow friends all of those people are just freakingly goodlooking it just caught my attention and makes me jealous tho LOL haha... Say no to food Say Yes to Sexy LOL!

Hopefully I will not be "hangat-hangat tahi ayam" XD Let's do it babeh!

- Hope -

Enjoying

2010-04-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Heyy, haha guess what before i go on with what happen on me currently. I will like to mention that.... Wooohooo during my CS examination... Dia actually turned back and looked at me...and "winked" LOL!!!! and I'm like (wtf) lol.... haha to speak the truth... my heartbeat "ter"jumped lol.... - update you soon -

alright back to my day =D

ho hey~ LoL... haha today i went with my family for this awesome breakfast... their food just awesome LOL.. haha oh well after that, I go to have a Date with Ailin we went to cempaka to get our certificate =D. LoL
We met Pn,Nor. She is like "ehhhh" and both of us like hahha LOL! this is just awkward

and not to miss out Pn,Anita =).... Thx for her to help us so much =) miss u hell alot =D

After that, we going to ampang to meet my cousy~ oh yeah haha =D

And tomolo hopefully Ailin and I can go out have fun =D

hopefully can update pics soon =D

- Bored -

Holiday

2010-04-14T18:42:00.000-07:00

LOL phew phew phew...... tuesday was my last paper it was a relieve once our exam is over...well but yeah other than me and some of the others are still having exam or maybe they just started lol well ALL THE BEST GUYS =D

well ytrd was my 1st day holiday so... The first thing I did was havin a date with Wei Yean and we "ter-makan" at Secret Recipe LOL..... coincidentally wwhoever we mentioned it does appear lol.
Later on, Leng Hong and I went for CC the whole day =.=" lol....

Yes is such as bor9ing day I have to admit can wait for more to come... =D

- Chillax -

EXAM

2010-04-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

guys i will update my blog after exam XD... haha alot of story will coming soon ^^

- Stay Tuned -

@@

2010-04-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm, basically today my fb said that im in the mood of love....and the conclusion is~~ nothing happen tada~ LOL! but oh well... dia got send me a msg around 11.36am? LOL haha XD....is it a sign? nah no way... Don't think too much boy

beside that.... Need to force myself to study!!!... CODDY BACA BUKU!

Study Smart (SS)!!!

Disney Movie

2010-03-31T06:21:00.000-07:00

hehe...Today I can't believe that I actually watched Disney Movie haha

The movie name is " Go Figure " oh well, In this char make me feel touched cause of the story line...and the supporting between both of them
which is who? haha I'll intro you Jordan Hinson & Jake Abel

Both of them are being so cute=) and they just, Pretty,hot and handsome! LOL haha =X
well, this makes me feel lonely all the time....
Tell the truth my tears actually dropped....and after the movie...I ter-think of "dia" hmm.... but Im pretty sure...dia won't did what it happen on the movie... Like how the supports goes... how the caring and helped each other around XD haha.... oh well...

that's all for today.. Hope you people love the leng zai and leng lui I just introduce XD

- stay tuned, I might gonna tell a story XD-

- Love -

Satisfied

2010-03-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

hehe Well, today I met dia. End up with a good result =)
haha lol, oh well at least we talk right? XD haha...so then, erm...that's all lo =DDD
hehe I'm happy to talk with you =)... Hope to talk more......

HOPES

GRATZ

2010-03-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

awwww dear cousy~~ GRATZ haha I have to say that you have aN awesome hubby =DD haha and I'm VERY sure you are a wonderful wife and a great mother in the future. Over here, I love to say thanks =D for the wonderful dinner ^^... =D

through them... I feel that they are just so lovely... haha *envy XP*
(entah bila saya punya turn? LOL!! XD)

Love cha cuz!

CONGRATULATION!

Love is Around

2010-03-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

haha you guys must be wonder huh? Is this mean coddy are in love or what?
well, obviously NO....The reason is because... My cousin is Married =DDDD omg tomorrow is her wedding dinner haha...BOTH of them just look so cute...and while giving them a cup of tea...I feel awkward!...."blur ma" XD

haha after, my mum went to attend another wedding dinner...My sis and I go for a movie(Pandora's Box"my 2nd time watching it>.<)!!! LOL

Let's us get back to MY TOPIC =D haha the reason is 1st my cou's
2nd is because I told my sis that, this month i saw 2 snake in a role... Well,
1st snake it happen in SueFei house and
The 2nd one is somewhere on JesJes house area.....
So, my sis said people said that when someone saw snake it means he/she is in the mood of "dou fa wan" <-- sry dunno how to translate it >.<
oh well, at 1st im like haha is it??~ oh well, Today we did pass by my college(UCSI) and we met one of my collegues(korean dude)
Once, we arrived LM...We saw him again...and coincidentally we watched the same movie and he sat in front of me LOL! =.="
My sis feel like WTH.... and she gonna start her "joke" which is like...I wonder he is your.... and I'm like what!
It just so coincidence( we bang into him for 7 times in a day) and hilarious man...
haha, oh well hopefully if it come, just come out a proper one XD

Last but not least, Earth's Hour!!! of course I won't forget about it.... basically im switching off all of my house light but im turning on my Comp =D
haha, at least I did something XP.....
Have a good day people =)

New Post(Restart)

2010-03-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

Heyy Bloggies i'm back =D.. haha
Eventually i left and just back again...In this between I just realized that it is kinda miserable without blogging....Cause here is where i express myself =)

Well, alot of thing happen in the between I'm not blogging... There is sad and happy moment everything and also there is a big changes happen in me =)
here i would like to concludes that(to myself) forget the past continue the present... I may not know what's coming ahead. But still I will overcome it
Oh well, New Blogs New Beggining

To some of my mates... I'm too sorry that I still letting my feelings overcomes me.....
Indeed this few day, I making me feel terribly down and dumb....
But, way back there thanks for being so caring and supportive
Here, I wanna say that sorry bro! I cant help you >,< haha =")

Well, For my 1st beginning this is will be my first post then =D, and hopefully you will just absent on Tuesday....or else... nah just don't =)

My Idol Wang Lee Hom!!

2009-09-11T05:28:00.003-07:00

HEY didnt post anything for very long XP.....so oh,well today i would like to introduce my IDOL which also have the same sir name as me ^.^...haha.....well...im totally a big fans of him since standard 6......

his full name is Alexander Wang Lee Hom....Currently, he is 34 years old..but still look young =)

he learnt a lot of instrument

hehe you people may think im too over~....lol but i really respect him like my idol XP..haha hopefully... we can really sing together on the stage togetther one day LOL XP....

haha...

all of his song actually comfort me in anytime...and helped me a lot in a lot of time as well haha....

I buy his album~listen to his music~trying to learn all kind of instrument like he do~ admire him a lot but sadly i dun have the good looking as he do XP...haha today my writing class make me remind of him.. is just because my lecture today talk something about Beijing.......

Soo...LeeHom actually opening a lot of concert there...he also did represent Taiwan to sing during Beijing Olympics... haha...and moreover he helped to do a lot of charitiy in Nigeria and also about Sichuan which in China.....

His music make world diferent =) GO WLH ^.^

heyy do support LEEHom =D "doing advertisement for him LOL!!"

You

2009-07-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hey.... i didnt saw for like 8 month...how are you? haha i may not know the answer

However, today i saw a video which is you are inside it....i hear your voice...even tho is only a short 2 second small part of you...i saw you smile and make joke....lively in a video....is just enough for me to think of you....
The way you act...honestly, just so cute....I really miss you till feel like hugging....and I did told my friend(you know who you are)...I believe we can or i would say might can be togetther
well..wondering will you call me like last time you did? haha im just waiting..
Guess what, today i listen to a song...which name "A Thousand Miles"
I wonder if this song mean that no matter where are you...i can still feel you...and maybe is some hints i dunno LOOL... coz i accidentally/simply and click the song...so yea.....hehe....hopefully....I can see you soon and be like the old time =)

Moral Presentation

2009-07-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

Well done Team, We did a very good job =D
And We must thanks to our Leader Munky =D You reall lead well =)
Keep it up till the future ^.^

PLS SAVE THEM! ( Moral Team Member )

The Girls (Kelly,Panda,Angeline,SueFei)

The Boys (Sonic,Aaron,Coddy,Munky,Jo,Jenz,Philip)

Kelly and I

SueFei and I

My Sis (Panda) and I =D

My Bro "Double 6"and I

The Emotion and Feeling

2009-07-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

with all the moment i actually still missing you....actually I dunno...everytime.....I got break down.....sad..emotional...the first ever thing is that.....come into my mind is you....but why....why must be you?....
I actually miss you...and describe how the moment when me be with you....is maybe only the 3 days.....but the 3 days memory is enough to make me remember the whole life.....
Did you know....I need you to comfort me... just need you.........I'm sure if you is staying beside me.....I'm fine....and i will be happy and no problem in my life....but once you are not around me...I can just feel that my "puzzle" is not complete....
Hopefully....This blog...will hope and wish that we will be togetther again...one day.....Just Hope

~ Hope ~

Walll -leee

2009-07-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

im watching this movie with all of sudden...come and think about it......
This movie is very meaningful...is about a robot from a world and went to the space to meet his another robot friend....
but at last that robot got into trouble at last the another robot try to save it.......
The friendship-ness of the robot is very touching they dare to sacrifice cause of a plant....

I learned a lot from this movie... =)

Let's Called it A Day

2009-07-09T04:02:00.000-07:00

Well, two of my friend have fall sick...I'm to hope that they will get well soon...and take care
Today, In college without Jo and Munky is kinda like not used with it....
However, going through the all day we can say that we are having fun...by helping MSA out...
Other than that, we been so hardworking...today we do Algebra after our lunch....so then...we been laughing for the whole day...really fun
Totally exhausted, alright back to work then..."workaholic" <-- (I dunno how is spells XP) WORK WORK WORK!!!Keep it up ^.^

For the people around me, all the best and take care....for those who is sick....Get well soon... =)

~ Hope ~

I Believe That I'm Not

2009-07-08T02:49:00.000-07:00

I need stand for myself.... I'm insist that im not....must...Is a must to stronghold myself to move to the wrong path....I must not ever get through it..
Hopefully this thing will past soon....seems that...."that person" have afraid of me......but.....Once i get to college...
The moment, I step into the college....Is just make me think of it.....
Gosh....I though that this challenge had already over during my high schoo...but What The Heck.... It came back......
How am i suppose to overcome it....I really dunno....They say... Coddy stop thinking
I may not how to control and make myself relieve....Soo hard tho.......maybe I can....by just try to sit alone...let me think everything...and ignore my surrounding......Is just like is not suppose to happen.....I just get through one challenge and why now in a second..... It's just come another one so soon.....
But i hope, after I get through.... please.....hopefully "that person" will ok with me...and don't avoid me.....

~ Hope ~

Form 5 Comm Gathering!!

2009-07-07T04:52:00.001-07:00

Li Ling and I

( SokYan, DustinLee , JunHao, LianYan, KiaJie, Jeaan, SamanthaTeh, Wei Yean, LiLing, Coddy)

( 3 old buddy )

Li Ling And I

We actually enjoyed the whole dinner but liling and i both of us are acting really " weird " LOL till everyone are looking at us
Both of us actually play by capturing pictures by using my handphone LOL

- after the dinner -

We actually went to Sok Yan house and sing K.... haha kinda fun
A few Of Lee Hom fans...we go crazy by keep on opening and sing of his song...and one of us...which is " Samantha" she love Of Lee Hom MV which name " Julia " she goooes crazy and wild LOL...haha
After that, everyone just called it a day

Can't wait for the next one!!! =D

Different between everyone.....and the words of "Love"

2009-07-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

Love

So...first of all, with all of sudden I just lost my direction and I dunno what is the meaning of the word....It made me sooo confuse.....I'm wondering why is this kind of feeling suddenly appear again....I just dunno why....Is really weird tho..
It makes me so confuse till I lost my so called my "social network".....the term of "putting this kind of stuff aside and concentrate for you future" I'm totally understand this kind of term...BUT sometimes the feeling just cant be control it just overcome and took over you.....I really kinda don't wish this kind of thing happen tho...
I think everyone actually do remember my previous poem that i created it last year....
That poem is create when i have the feeling now.... Sorry to some of my friend.... I really dunno this is happening on me again...cause that I promise you guys it wont happen....but I just cant make it....however I will still try.....
Everytime you people just mention "Human" name.....the feeling just appear and I just changed into the other me
Everytime I saw"Human" i just feel angry BUT jealousy doesn't happen
Everytime I'm alone and lonely....you "Human" came into my mind... how could this every happen in me....I really dunno....
I will give myself one week as an a probation for myself...If i pass means I will give my full 100% commitment into my works but if not.....I dunno.....

Different

Why people have a lot of fun.....
Why people can enjoy so much....
Why me.....let my mind close....can't I just let go? what the heck am I waiting?
Why am I making this kind of stuff disturbing me? Coddy the confident is in your hand....but you must not let this thing affect you
People have a lot of fun...You should have too.... Do not let your work overcome your life.....take it easy in every angle.....Take off the jealousy word....as my friend always said... " This is the life " Now, today i'm totally understand what is that suppose to mean....
Life is everything we go through that we haven't see and we have to move forward to see it.....
There Is more thing awaiting us in front, I must try to learn to balance my life... Keep it up... =)

Q & A "nothing to do XD "

2009-07-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Josiah Quah Jiashen. Copied from Sue Fei\

1. What color is your toothbrush?
. Light Blue

2. Name one person that made you smile today?
. Nicholas

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
. Watching TV

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
. Yum Cha with Friend

5. What is your favorite candy?
. Lollipop.

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
.Nope Cause i didnt went clubbing before

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
. Im Bored

8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
. Vanila

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
. Milk Tea

10. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
. No idea

11. Have you ever made a promise you’d die to keep?
. Yea

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
. None

13. The last sporting event you watched?
. Football

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
. Sweet

15. Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
. Chin Jing

16. Ever go camping?
. Yea

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
. Nope

18. Do you have a pet?
. Yes, A Female Dog... Name Casey

19. Do you have a tan?
. No idea

20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
. Of course

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
. Yes

22. What did your last text message say?
. Sis Buy me an Island Supreme LOL!

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
. Going to class and play!? LOL XD

24. Where is your dad?
. On China, Having Vacation

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
. Books Around

26. What color is your watch?
. Black,Grey and Red strips

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
. A country?

28. What is your birthstone?
. Sapphire

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through?
. Pass by

30. What is your favorite number?
. 6

31. Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone?
. Leng Hong

32. Any plans today?
. Nothing. I have no idea cause of alone in the house =/

33. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
. don't Feel like telling

34. Last song listened to?
. Touch My Body

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
. Yea, But Fail most of the time LOL

36. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
. Yes

37. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
. Nike Shoew & Slippers

38. Are you jealous of anyone?
. It's Depend

39. Is anyone jealous of you?
. Totally No idea

40. Do you love anyone?
. Yes I Do

41. Do any of your friends have children?
. Yea

42. What do you usually do during the day?
. Play, Chatting with Friend And Enjoy and erm.. dunno LOL

43. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
. Yes

44. Do you use the word ‘hello’ daily?
. Yes

45. What color is your car?
. Grey

46. Do you like cats?
. Erm,,,, kinda cool with it

47. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
. Nope, Never heard of it

48. How did you get your worst scar?
. The Engine car

49. Last cigarette?
. Didnt and never smoke in my life

50. Last CD played?
. David Archuleta Album

51. Last BUBBLE bath?
. Few month ago

52. Last time you cried?
. Thursday, 2nd of July

53. Last meal?
. Satay

54. Have you ever dated someone twice?
. Yes I Do

55. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
. Nope

56. Have you ever fallen in love?
. Of course i do.

57. You ever lost someone?
. Yep

58. Have you ever slept until 1pm?
. Yea

59. Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
. Yea, Once

60. List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to
. Kelly, Liling, Woon Chin , Leng Hong and Wei Yean

61. List THREE favorite colors/shades —
. Dark Blue, Black and Milky White

62. Laughed until you cried.
. Yes I Do

63. Went behind your parents back:
. No

64. Gay Marriage?
. Well is normal nowadays... LOL

66. Lowering the drinking age?
. 12 above? lol

67. Who are the best huggers that you know?
. Is in my heart =) LOL

68. Do you believe in love at first sight?
. Yep, It happen on me

69. Is there something you want to tell someone?
. I wish I can have you to stay beside me

70. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
. Echo Park

71. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
. Yea.. Once

72. How many kids do you want to have?
. 4

73. Do you want to change your name?
. I'm happy with my name

74. Last time you saw your father?
. Today morning 4am

75. What time did you wake up today?
. 4 am

76. How old are you?
. 17

77. What were you doing at midnight last night:
. Msn-ing with Syikin and Panda

78. What is your favorite thing in your room?
. My Bed!

79. Where is your best friend right now?
. In their own house / hostel ?

80. Anything else to say?
. I wish we can chat like best friend LOL

Wave And Bye

2009-07-04T13:18:00.000-07:00

4a.m.

Now Is 4am......my parents just left the house and went to China
I woke up....and wait till their van arrive so I can say bye to them.......
I went down and have a nap at the Sofa.....so, once the Van have arrived
I just helped my parent get their largest into the van.....While walking out from my house door.... I can feel the breeze and cold outside my house.....
Later on, my mum speak up

Mum : ok la, Coddy take care of the house ok? take care yourself most important
Coddy: yes mum =)
Dad : alright Coddy, Remember to take care everything while we are not around..and if you are driving do becareful
Mum : i already told him....Alright let's go

So, My dad tapped my shoulder and my mum hugged me and left......
My mum face expression show that she like gonna miss me......but of course I act like I knew nothing.....
My dad, also trust me.. will take care well.....
The morning wind, is so cold and breezing....I feel nothing at first.....till my mum hugged me.....I can feel the Voice of Siren....which is the feeling of loneliness.....
The first time, my parent will not be around me for 1week...

Mum Dad...No worries I will take care of the house properly.....Remember to get me more sourvenir

Have fun and all the best on your trip =)

MISS YOU!!!

~ Hope ~

Gender Confuse

2009-07-04T06:18:00.001-07:00

Sound sooo soo soo wrong (something fishy)
A Girl But Act as a Prince LOLLOL!!!
Our Little Snow White!~!
He Got Raped LOL

Who knows what happen in UCSI

till one day....There happen gender Confuse!?!? WTH....and some of them might in danger LOL

LOL

Joke Of The Day!

Ikin: Akua!!!! hahaa!!!
Panda : Mana? mana?
Coddy : Tengok Belakang
Ikin : haha ha ha ha ha ha!!!
Aaron : ha ha ha ha (like having Asthma)
Coddy : OMG AHAHHA

- everyone laugh-

The Moment of being Lonely and Friends

2009-07-04T04:49:00.000-07:00

Today is been a morning wake up..... Yesterday the girl keep on mention that I will dream about "that people".... Who knows that i really dream about "that people" GOSH is suprising....but me as a friend... I reallly wish it come true..haehahha
I do not know did i walk back to my old path? or I have chosen a wrong path.....
However, today Panda and SF came to my house we did some revision about economics..... is kinda cool. Is just because i did master something on one of the topic.....
But Panda was like keep on mentioning about "that people name" I'm like kesian la "that people" ....it make me sound so wrong...Like im in love...HAHA (totally WTH)
after that, they went back....
After that, i had my dinner with my parent.....and after this dinner I will be alone for a week....Is just because my parent go to China at 4am later......and I will be alone.....
I just have to be stay strong for this few weeks! GO Coddy!?
After that, i went back to my room......suddenly the movie "Fated to love you" appear in my mind.....
It let me think that....am I alone? just so many thing came into my mind.....I really afraid....I will be alone.....Fated.....
Where is my belonging Fated? Where is my Destiny?... May hope i know where are you.....and just stay with me...always........

To my Dear one....I Love You.....

In my mind now....may only have you....howevere im waiting for you....and wait till you voice out to me....or action... I will not give up...until u said a word...."No"

~ Hope ~

Day After Day

2009-07-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

Being very stresful for the past few weeks....and this I think it have affected everyone beside me...which is my friends.....this week have happen a lot of stuff...which make us scared...between a friendship
everyone is getting emotional...tears been dropping a lot lately......
is just a very short period a lot of stuff have happen....i may not want to think for the following few years.....
hopefully everything will past soon and went back to the old time...happy,smile,fun,enjoy and full of FUN.....
everyone stress-less and take it easy..........
prepared for the enxt challenge.....
however, i tink i have been really dumb this past few days....i think i did hurt all my friend.....
I shouldn't did this...I am so sorry...

For some of my friend... I would to say thanks for a wonderful msg....thanks for being so supportive and such a touching word...i really Appreciate it..from the bottom of my heart.....

We here will support and cheer for each other...we will not miss each other out...and stay strong togetther.....

Thanks to all my friends...thanks a lot My Bro And Sis =)
Friendship Forever

Suprise suprise!!! "Awesomeness"

2009-07-02T04:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry for didnt update lately...it's been a busy day!
Yesterday we saw a lot of "akua or aqua" around the School LOL (big news Akua appear at UCSI) haha!
totally have a lot of fun
Few i can totally feel the college nowadays
everyone is being so sarcastic....
haha Today Me,Jo,Panda,Aaron and also Kelly
we have made a deal with Jo...If he can handle for 1 week that don't speak any foul language....
is so fun and in the meant time Jo can practice haha...
Moreover, Everyone was always built a strong friendship everyday...KEEP it up!!!!

Let's us move forwards with the Quote " Happy Go Lucky!!! " or maybe GOLD LOL

Make me Feel like a family

2009-06-20T13:51:00.000-07:00

- everything have change from time to time....it making me feel happy -

I have got into my new life....In the College...I met a lot of new friends....We know each other very well from the start.....since the 3 / 4th day of the college we have been like a family....slowly till our group have become bigger..and now there is 10+++ of us =D. who knows later on became 20++ ? lol haha XD

a lot of people though that we are from the same school and come to the same college
actually all of us dunno each other at the first place
and now we have been form into a group which called as FAMILY
we help each other and care about each other feeling
we played fun togetther
we solve the problem togetther
we sit exam and study togetther
we care about each other

Thanks to you people and let me gain my confident and my real self back... =) thanks you ^.^

JUNE BIRTHDAY

2009-06-15T05:45:00.001-07:00

June and ME !!!

June and me!!!!

Sweet 18 girl!!!

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA FRIEND!!!ALL THE BEST AND BEST OF LUCK. May wishes come true!!!

Feeling

2009-06-15T05:38:00.000-07:00

what is actually happening?
what is the problem?
what is it?

the combination of this 3 question is guide you to innocent.....
you know nothing but sudden you been blame
those feeling is totally wrong......
and stop taking out my friend from my life
stop backstabbing me....
I have my own rights for all my judge and choice. You are not qualified to judge or did that for me....So, please away from my life

This whole thing...is a prove to show that what did i feel now...

why you wanna treat people different way?
I am also the same person as you guys....I may love to all the fun and joy.....but please do go through over the limit.....

Changes of time

2009-06-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

everything have change...even me....
lim have change...haha u nice with me i'll nice with you.....(hehe you people know who)

- Daily Activities-
haha Munky overnight at my house we learn a lot kind of dancing move. We been like so crazy and mad over those Dancing style "ka boo yah! "

after that we didnt really study much but at least we have been through it =) so yea!!! we have the ROX day!!!
Bro Forever!

The Day and The Day After

2009-06-13T05:06:00.000-07:00

waaa KFC yum yum lol
our FOOD!!!

yesterday me, Aaron, Panda and Angeline went to KFC!!!! wooohooo having so much fun!!! and the most thing our little Panda is driving!!! yeeehaaaa!!!! lol

so after she fetch us back to UCSI and den we go through our script we laugh till we dropp haha

- the next day -
we planned for study group which is today so we have played and have a lot of fun but sadly we failed to study much LOL!!! and today we saw Aaron in a hip hop style wow~~ so stylist....

me,panda and Aaron 3 of us are dancing about low low low low haha

so lastly everyone went home. Totally enjoying the whole day

Crazy and Mad of "Low"

2009-06-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

Mmmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
Let me talk to 'em
Mmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
C'mon!

Shawty had them apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey)
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

I ain't never seen something that'll make me go
This crazy all night spending my doe
Had the million dollar vibe and a body to go
Them birthday cakes they stole the show
So sexual
She was flexible professional
Drinking X&O
Hold up, wait a minute, do I see what I think? Whoa
Did her thing seen shawty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain I'm making it snow
Work the pole I gotta bank roll
I'm gonna say that I prefer the no clothes
I'm in to that I love women exposed
She threw it back at me I gave her mo
Cash ain't a problem I know where it go

Hey shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans filled with guap and they're ready for showing
Cadillacs laid back for the sexy grown
Patron on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on), two stacks (come on), three stacks (come on)
Now that's three grand
What you think I'm playing baby girl I'm the man
I'm dealing rubber bands
That's when I threw her legs on my shoulders
I knew it was over
That heny and Cola got me like a soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky on me I was just like clover
Shawty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

Whoa shawty yeah she was worth the money
Little mama took my cash
And I ain't want it back
The way she bent that back
Got all them paper stacks
Tattoo above her crack
I had to handle that
I was zoned in sexy woman
Let me show it make me want it
Two in the morning I'm zoned in
Them rosee bottles foaming
She wouldn't stop
Made it drop
Shawty dipped that pop and lock
Had to break her off that guap
Gal was fine just like my glock

haha!!!! dang! low low low low~~~

Ding ding ding oh yea! let's rock baby!

lol wth?

haha well our gang is GONE to madness with this song is totally cool it bring me move haha...

today after moral we go for our breakfast at Taizhi place...lol...the food is kinda make us something i dunno but there is a complain oh well
as June said " never try belum tahu" haha

after we have meeting wow we been so serious during Moral meeting everyone gave their full commitment

here goes with English meeting at the beginning it was slightly goes bad cause everyone got lazy

soo till the middle of our discussion about our English Sketch we are getting so irritated of our assignment in that time Aaron have said something which is very suprising and shocked. Me and Asyikin got totally suprise haha we were think that Aaron just got so mature haha

and during that night Aaron is doing assignment haha

Aaron grow up already very good =D

haha that's all for today :)

- stay tuned -

Tiring Day

2009-06-08T06:24:00.001-07:00

well 1st of all heyy Bro Happy Birthday wish u all the best man....
Other than that, today whole day is tiring.......we going all class and more...and alot of assignment is coming up....is so exhausted.....
we have to prepare for the exam....

i tink that's all

GOOD LUCK to all my friend and buddy

Birthday BOY!!! (They just grow up so fast sob)

2009-06-05T05:55:00.001-07:00

awwww so sweet.....even they wearing the same colour awwwww

lol omg they just grow up soooooo fast T.T

Ta DA HAPPY BIRTHDAY brother!!!!!

In the early morning, i with the Omnivore Panda went for our breakfast then Syikin came and she is like look at me and laugh and with an uncontrolable feeling!!!! i followed laugh as well LOL
Even more, she keep on complaining about her cloth.. we are like OMG haha

so till our econs class so embarased cause i said wrongly something and the whole class stared at me XD

after that all of us went to celebrate our buddy birthday which the picture above....their birthday is actually at 6 of june but we just bring it forwards....and we like eating that cake!!! and destroy it

poor joe....(his ear) full of cream! LOL dang is so much fun!! haha

Bro happy birthday =)

Memory Day/ Something Be Remember

2009-06-04T04:43:00.000-07:00

well what i do think is...everything is always pass by me...everything gives me some special memory
I has no idea what happen on me....
feel like crying but i can't....
dude what is it happening on me.....

- sigh -

Fun Day!!!

2009-06-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

LOL i cant believe i receive this Photo totally got a Shock Waaaaa...haha anyway is funny
here is a library this is why everyone got so serious we are doing our algebra Revision wow.....lol haha

Having so much fun.....our favourite is the Library aunty... LOL

Tada!!!!

2009-05-28T07:48:00.001-07:00

Few having test next week...2 test in one shot...waaa like very scary hor? lol
i caught flu....sigh poor thing....i wonder is that Munky spread his virus to me...poor coddy *pat pat*
after that everyone is getting very busy with their assignment and study so they can achieve a higher score...wow sound very competitive.... hahha
LOL today we go disturb people again....we hit hit hit say say say and do all kind of stuff.....
wow and Panda find my blog...soo suprise......im like NUUUUUU"
however hopefully i get well soon....
feel hitting someone LOL

After A Time Pass by

2009-05-27T03:32:00.000-07:00

heyy haha im blogging again~~...haha
it's been a time i didn't see you since our SPM result....before that if included the time we are having spm and till now...it's been 6months eh? haha
you know that today i listen to a song...it's make me so depress....and all of our memory came out.....and i promise one of my friends that i will forget you...
but this song.....make me think...everything we have done..everything we work togetther...everything we have fun togetther...everything we were been togetther and the time we stay at each other house....haha....i am actually kinda wondering do you remember me? are you still thinking of me? I really dunno......but this song.....make me go back to that time.......Miss you....Thinking of you.....
I'm gonna make a promise after i type or today i will forget you.....and continue with what i am having now.....

Other than that, which is today I am having a bad day...i cant believe i quarrel with my friends lol...cause of a small matter... I really dunno what have i did wrong...hopefully everything will just pass by easily........
hope everything get back to normal....I miss you....If you do miss me...or you remember what ever we did before. Do give me a call thanks =)

- End story -

After a Several Weeks Of College Life

2009-05-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

well life just go so well especially in College meet those friends...is like so having a good hang out...is kinda AWESOME DUDE
oh well other than that, i can said that is kinda tiring.....now we are having 3 assigment for us to present or coming ahead....everyone is having so fun....
oh well cant wait to present and finish our duties....
come into social...is like so cool having a lot of fun
but once came into relation....we didn't meet each other for like 1 month
we been chatting in our messenger but both of us type in a sadly mode....haha oh well she just have to busy hers and i have to busy mine
hopefully we are fine in this kind of situation....and what CP told something about is correct.I have improve myself and be brave man....thanks bro for telling me.
alright which have a better future ahead...keep it up everyone

Time just Pass So fast

2009-04-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

God I Have no time to online..it's just so busy lazy in college life (sigh...)
Time just pass by so fast....in a shot I already in college.....and I have high school...I already started to miss the high school life...I wonder....What am I in the future?
So.....it's just a short time I met a lot of diferent kind of friend.......
and soon I will get into work... lol
oh well I wonder will I keep in touch will all my fellow friends hopefully will ^.^ =D
but everyone seems lazy lately =/ sigh....TAKE IT EASY PEOPLE... =D Have fun Outside there ^.^

Farewell Party

2009-03-31T06:28:00.000-07:00

Oh Well Today is my last day study in PMC..but i will still go bak for exam.....now......every make a Farewell Party for me in Restaurant Mac =D...is like so touching...i will be Missing You Guys =) thx a lot yea....we do have a lot of memory ^.^ Gambateh LCCI =)

Samantha,Joyce,Keem,AhMei*The talkative Gang* JieHui,Joyce,Coddy
best friend =)

Our Group Or Gang

Buddy For Live Go LCCI =D

Daily Life

2009-03-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

Lol the NS Body Check-Up thing is making my life miserable....my time is like so pact....till end of this month...it totally killing me......
So...my class in PMC is going to end soon...im gonna miss some of my classmates.....for example...JieHui,XiMing,Ailin so n so...sigh..
tonight me and XiMing went to watch movie again..which is our 4th time =D
today we watch *Reach To The Witch Mountain* OMG the movie was GREAT & FANTASTICS =D
and so we have to plan for our next movie >.<
so far we still have FOUR more movie have to watch..omg is gonna be cool...haha
oh god...come and think about tomorrow is my last day of car training and im gonna have the test on friday =.=" dang....wish me good luck =D

-Stay Tuned-

Here Come The Day

2009-03-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

everyone started to call me...cause is our SPM result...
sigh i been so nervous and afraid...wish this result is fine... =)

Scary and More Scary

2009-03-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

wow 2 more day to spm result....i wonder what's my result....i do believe i did sacrifice and put some hardwork in my studies..but i just dunno why... i felt that...i have done nothing for it...i lost all of my confident with all of sudden.....after tomorrow the day has come...i may not know...is it...a happy day or the sad day.....im full of worried and fearness i just dunno what's my result is.....i feel so nervous since last 2 weeks ago....i hope everything will be fine...which bring happiness to me and my family... =)

Saturday

i went to my friend wedding after my class which is a bachelor night...i met my friend....well he gave me a lot of advise and support me and taught how to be succesful and be more confident on myself.....so i just listen even know i may not answer his question properly....he been asking me a lot of question that i never think of it and i didnt even asked myself before....so he asked me...and it took quite a time for me to answer back.....and im like wow.....what happen to me? is just a simple question why i cant answered it? haha...so after every of his advise....i went back....

Sunday

my friend official wedding dinner is kinda cool...the celebrate it in KL Tower...is kinda cool and fun...and from there we can see the whole KL...and is kinda romantic to see there is a new couple have been known as couple and wife...what a romantic scenes...and so i met my friend again it seems he quite busy and in fact he look that he have more stuff to chat with my sister than me =(......well is ok....i will not make a dissapointment to you so i could gain you confident back.....

oh well...my result is coming out soon...which is about my future...is kinda scary....i hope i could pass through this whole stuff....Go Coddy!.....what i can do...i just have to pray for it.....here it goes....

The Following Days

2009-03-09T04:05:00.000-07:00

here goes the following day it does not change anything in me...
well...yesterday night it was my friend wedding dinner....this wedding dinner make me think how happy and lovely a couple was...and this wedding dinner the bride and groom picture was printed on a bottle which kinda lovely....and the night i came back....im just too tired and slept...the next day im totally fine but..once it reach till evening which is around 7pm....my feeling was just feeling so bad and i look at the bottle...all kind of image just appear in my mind......
is sad pain and hurt...something and some feeling that cant and hard to be explain....
im thinking...that do i have the day....or maybe not....im just have the worried and sadness in me...wish i could just forget it off aand take it away......
hope one day i could find it...

Day 9

2009-03-04T07:19:00.001-08:00

Today i been listening to the song we have heard togetther...haha this is really meaningful right? haha.....but i know you maybe have forgot aboout it....i wish we could have a chance to listen this song again...togetther...i been wondering..what are you doing...are you doing fine? did you remember to take care yourself...it is just because last time have me around to take care of you...and now u are alone well i think you will be fine with your family member =)

what actually happen today? LOL you are really funny lol...anyway i'll got you a long hair it suit you for being like a girl...keep polish your nails and afraid of sunlights LOL...you know what i means =D *peace*

so...the past by past..the day to our SPM result is nearer we are getting worried which is only next week....well as Keem said you cant do anything by now..what you can do is only pray...haha....oh well wish it will be fine =)......
and tonight my 2nd bro said he gonna bring me to the pet shop to see the BULLDOGS*puppy one* lolz he said if doesnt over RM2500 he bought it for me LOL...wow that's cool hehe.....yay bro...haha

*stay Tuned*

Day 8 after past a few days

2009-03-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

well i dunno after this past few i didnt blog...and once it night....my feeling just came...and feel painful and lonely well i will just keep on trying =/

lol keep busying about homeworks + assignment is totally tired....
but im still fine....

today i fall sick..I might have putting a lot of pressure on myself...
i feel like giving up...what i am studying...but too bad i have paid my exam fees so..i have to just move on...this remind me..a girl keep on scolded me and remind me to wake up from everything that will make u down haha...

Day 5 * Missing Someone*

2009-02-27T03:31:00.000-08:00

Miss

with all of sudden...i just cried...and i was recalling the day we been togetther...every part that you appear..once i just look at it...is just came out an illusion..which is you...
i dunno why..i still miss you..i dunno why it just uncontrolable....i really wish to let go..but is just hard...

everything goes tuffer and harder everyday life is getting more adventure....and kinda worries about my future lolz...

and next week maybe is my "P" license test D= OMG i wonder can i pass through =/....and what i heard from my uncle...i probabbly go sit the test with Mei Mei....haha and both of us have promise to organize another re-union cause next year...a lot of people leaving and went for further studies for an example now Kok Lim have left M'sia and went to Aus...lolz who would be next? hmm....

Day 4

2009-02-26T07:26:00.000-08:00

wow another day...the whole day feel so un-even LOL but so far so good
so today i have went for my 11hours driving lesson and on the half way of training it rains...this rain makes the tyre sound...that's kinda scary and make me got nervous all of sudden..
today is totally exhausted from driving after that...one of my coll friend have invited me to watch movie in "Leisure Mall" we went to watch "Kung Fu Chef" is totally nice and cool haha...but i realize that a lot of part is cut.....and my friend say it doesn't...lolz well is ok then...after so he fetched me back....

Day3

2009-02-25T04:45:00.000-08:00

Day 3 haha......i kinda miss is 3 days..
and wow today account class is kinda ok...we already get into lvl3..ka bu yah!?
and so...costing teacher "Ms.April" she lost her voice..sad thing eh? haih wish she can get heal soon...drink more honey and lemon..=D
and so tomorrow is my 4th time driving lesson.....and soon im getting into my driving test and that's is scary....wish i could just pass this test as soon as possible...owh god....please pray for me....alright all the best ;)

Another Day

2009-02-24T05:53:00.000-08:00

today is Day 2 of missing the person...
well today i may be too tired and having fun with my family
today being so silly...someone that all of us hate him the most..and i being like his avenger....
he being so immature..he just make me damm piss off
so....those homework are freaking hard is keep on giving me pressure make me really headache....is like im the only who doesnt know how to do it...
i am really dumb lolz....
alright then...i hope goin all this i will being more hardworking and make me study much more easily....
GOGO Coddy keep it up
and i wish i could ever leave you out from my heart....i dont wish it something happen on me like last time...and wish my family will back to normal soon...
my second bro is freaking funny...we went for a walk today cool...and we saw a mini zoo and this stuff gonna influence my family member and now my house hv 7 CHICKENS OMG!?...

The Following Days

2009-02-23T05:03:00.000-08:00

The look and face during Chinese New Year which i still missing someone
This how i been now

Let's try and see...today we start count the day i been missing the person we make it as the 1st day ok?.
so Day 1 is still go as usual.....so yea...let's see....

Love & Family

2009-02-22T03:47:00.000-08:00

Love

well i love to go with love...sometimes love is kinda stupid and being really silly that u could ever imagine.....
all friends beside me....having all kind of love problem...they just love a person but they just doesn't have the braveness to face the fact which is imposibble....
and i have been giving advice to them...
but come back to me....i been wondering...that i may just give them a proper advice but come and think about it...i cant face my love....
i didnt really couple up before but i spoke like have been through a lot of exprience....
even though i didnt couple up before but i do fall in love before which is something people are not suppose to have this..cause it may bring up you to become stupid and did something silly which worth nothing...
me? im the first person in the world who have this exprience before....if not mistaken I did mention it on my previous POSTS....
haha so it's been 2009 and everything goes a big diferent since last year compare to this year
met a lot of new friend, new school (college), seens a lot of new stuff. learn something that you didnt even learn before and futher more....
but...there is something i'm still keeping in my heart and i didnt let go
since i move a step into 2009 i have though i could ever forget the one i love in fact i am just lying to myself, im cheating on myself....i just cant face it...
it's been 4 months we didnt even call,see or even heard each other voice....but once i listen to love song my love image is just appear and i cant even forget it...even i get into my bed the image just appear..So, i just have to make myself really tired and go to bed.....and during last week if im not mistaken...i even dream about it...
so, to tell the truth is just so suffering....i feel like telling someone but i just may not know who should i tell to...so i just expose my feeling through blogging....
Futhermore, sometimes i just feel like crying it out but i just cant....i cant cry from the outside and i cry from inside of my heart......this prove that i still love the person...and prove that i cant even forget the person....how much i miss the person i just may not know...i wish one day we meet we could just hug each other..is just enough...even till today i have change a lot...i became tuffer,stronger and may not easy been bullied...but im sure with it voice it just bring the old me back....
this is why i said why im in love...and i will try my best to let it go....to bring myself up and face the facts " Go Coddy"

Family

As everyone know family is important to everyone...i remembered one of my friend said before no matter what you did..your friend are not important but your family is important cause they the one who support you and gives you strength....
At first. i just don't believe but till i step into 2009 i just realize what my friend said is true....
my family is do a part of me..without them i may not move forwards till this far...
exspecially my mum..her love i can totally feel it...i will try my best to giv her more than what she gave it to me.....
and so...my family having a really big family problem...it's been 4 month since now...since November till now February....
i really worried for my family member i wish i could help...but in fact i just can do nothing....
so i felt went to the temple to pray for my family safe and be happy....
and moreover, i wish we could went through the problem as soon as possible and went back to our old road.....
over i pray for my family again =) *may god bless*

BACK back....time passed to fast

2009-02-06T08:08:00.000-08:00

it's been 2month since the last time i on
well everyone have change even me....
i went to PMC to study my pure accounting subjects which 5 subjects "Managemet Account,Account,Costing,Business Statistics & Advanced Business Calculation'
seriously all this thing is not as easy as you though freaking hard man...
Kinda miss the "oldist Friends " even some of them are like invisible..or maybe i'm the one O.O
and so kinda meet my new's friend
kinda like them very much they are just being so friendly
and so we having a hard time to study and do miss some calculation..but we our cool relation we go through happily.
and my High School's friends we being far apart from each other... =/
sad thing....i wonder how is everyone now?
well after i went to Sok Yan's Party is been like wow...cool is reunion really miss each other
but too bad....im kinda busy i dont even have time to meet them
i wonder...we didnt meet each other quite a time....once we meet each other again will us be stranger? =/ hmm....
well hope we can meet each other soon and be the same way as what we did last time
and here's goes the busy man....*me*.....go for the future =D

Yep Form 5 Last night gathering =D

2008-12-05T09:09:00.000-08:00

Form 5 gathering!!! ^^ have fun ma? wish so lo....hehe hope everyone enjoy it =) not too cheap not too expensive ngam ngam hor hor? hehe will miss you guys leh!!!! so fast over.....hehe lucky some of us just stay near....abuden neh....Siok Jin going back to Johor Bahru and come back after CNY haih...sob..sob....let's make 2nd gathering XP lol...."hehe don't forget each other...."

Feel the place!!

Ayer...Ah yean become my background haha wek why ur eye open so big ==

Ahh Suk Khee

Siok Jin & me...omg teacher!!!morning ^^

Sok yan & Me....

Yee lai, Dai lai, Sam Lai and 4th Lai~~ lolz

Li Ling"waa so gentle" & me....hehe...

BROTHERS!!!

lol si lan yan take until like dis lolz

Me & Lian Yan(brothers!!)

Li Ling and me =D

Me and Kj (brothers!!)

ME and ah mong kor =)

hehe...dis form 5 gathering is been organize before SPM....well is been in charge by MeiMei and me geh
but den...ah meimei haih "put aeroplane" so make me have to organize everyone...
been wasting so many credit and time...and tired to organize neh....
so i have decided to make this event on Cititel
well but wat u have giv out...you been paid back!!! coz to me...dis gathering really fun =D
the reason i do it on Friday is because of Siok she is going back on Saturday T.T
well then...wish everyone could enjoy...
hope the food is nice also lo XP haha.....
wei today i got your pic wo....why so guai wan let me take? lolz haha
so wat u actually thinking ne...hmm dunno u or me 1st leh.."no one understand" XP
hehe WOOHOO form 5 gathering is very fun ^^ to saw back everyone...but fun time is really fast over T.T after that....just have to call it a day...well
just stay to keep in touch ba....si bo ah mong kor?
hehe SWEET MEMORY

Finish exam..Feeling is Back

2008-12-02T22:39:00.000-08:00

i will remember the way u turn back and looked at me.....and blink with the gun symbol "bang"....and i see you with smile..and looked you walk out the hall...i wont forget how u walk out....
i will remember your smile...i will be missing you....
i will remember the day we in the school.....
i hope it will be forever.....but is just didnt last long...
i will be crying and sad for it..
but it will always stay a sweet memory in my mind
last one and message for u....i love you...and miss you...

You may just not know...

2008-11-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

why...cant you just treat me like a normal person...im sick of it....
im tired...the feeling is enough...
once i can let it go...
can u just treat me a bit nicer....i dunno what to say....
every of your action will remind me....
and every of your words....especially those is hurting
i being so uncomfortable...and those hurt feeling..it just cant be describe....
i dunno what say......tired of the game....

by this piano play...from FF9(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMa-Z4-RqIU)

it bring some memories,sadness and happiness

I feel weird..confuse with what i do...

2008-10-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

i dunno what kind of feeling is this...i may not give you a proper answer....but could you just make me happy....for this past few week...i being stupid and just write all about my stupid feeling....it just becaming very irritating,.....
I wonder....what did you think of me..I just felt so dumb.....is just if you didnt care about me....i will feel sad
even if you are using me....i dunno...i will be fine..and kinda happy cause you will think of me...when you use me...(i dunno you are using me or not..)
but...after that...i also just feel sad..cause you just use me...for the purpose your happiness.....
and this make me feel kinda painful...and heart broken....
to say the true...i may not just answer you properly...and i don't dare to decline....
Decline..i will feel painful after you ask me why....are you ok?why you want to decline....
Accept...i look at you...i just being hard and uncomfortable and being sad...
i have no idea what i can do...i have no choice...
please....god...can you give me a hint...and just help me..or make me change....i don't want to continue like this....just no....please

hope everything just can change......

I just wanna be with you

Melody bring me and flow me away....

2008-10-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

i dunno what am i suppose to do....
A Melody could just calm me down....a music can bring me to any kind of emotion
so i have no idea.....what kind of thinking i should be...hey..u being so caring to me..since i talk to you....it make feel so comfortable....
but when you didnt talk to me...i just felt cold....and feel sad.....
well....i hope my voice can become a melody to you..
to comfort you...
to make you happy
to stay with you
be in your mind...forever....
well now....
melody....the voice of yours...have confuse me,....have make me...crazy......
so.....you have bring me away...and be a person which is not myself anymore....
you change me everything.....you make me feel diference and make me feel something special and i can feel the feeling of being down...compare to last time.......
i wish this thing make me be much more happier...i dont want to be down..

A girl : Coddy a!! wake up la.
pls laa. like dat only also wa
dun lanlanyeh sinn no mood.
CONTROL URSELF laa. always wan me call you wake up...when you will wont get scolded from me...

haha...thx...for always awaken me....

Piano Tune

2008-10-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

A Piano...could just bring you to somewhere...for some girl...they felt kinda romantic when a guy just played it for them....and mostly...all girls they just love to play piano...
the does not love the way how people play...but the love the sound of the instrument..it just attract them....
and so today....with all about music....and mostly about piano...
this instrument bring me all kind of memory...and i dunno is actually a good..thing...
Once the song is play...let me flash back my memory....
So....den....i try to give him some space....and so....i'll out from my house.....in this moment.....i when to my fav place....where i cry,sad,happy i would like to that place.....which nearby my house area.....what i can tell the hint "where a lot of people love to go there when is nothing to do and it's windy....."
so.....i bring my mum photo with me....cause i love to have my mum beside me...
so....everything wish just over soon....as my friend said...please do overcome it and don't let people control you....

There's No Place Like Us

2008-10-26T19:46:00.000-07:00

i have no idea....the only place could not get away....is only my room...
my room is my world....
there is a place full of memory.....
there place i cried..
the place i laugh
the place i studied
the place i eat.....
the place i watch movie....
the place i listen to music...
the place i meet all my friend
the place i sleep....

and

the place where a lot of people have couple up...so far it's about 4 couple up in my room
but how come i don't have?
i just no idea......the moment i see you....my heart have broken...for being so sweet and romantic.....
i have no idea....as in speechless...mum...i need you...to let me stay strong....well if you are here....i can stay calm and wont feel lonely.....mum i miss you..=)
i will recognize all my distance....and the hope and wishes will just come true with no idea....
can i have some rewards...
why did u betray me?why...?why...?....i cant believe you treat me like that....i will remember.....
as long you doesn't betray me is enough.....plss dont....if she betray me...is fine...but you...please don't......I miss You....the moment of our days....(non-betrayer)

"NO MUSIC NO LIFE"

2008-10-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

haih....hey...how are you feeling today?
i'm kinda worried once i see you like that....please...you....are always in me...even know i forget you...but once i see those feeling just back into me..haha...totally no idea...
but i see you can be so happy..of course i will be happy for u....and hey remember dont force and make yourself being so struggling and suffering...Gambateh...
well....after i have a chat with my TWINS haha.....both of us plan to study togetther to get the cert and of course do not least out is....we are planning to learn some basic instrument wand to open a band....haha....
in this band...we are planning to make a charity band which is....everyweek go to orphanage to play some music for them..as in we have learn something

" NO MUSIC NO LIFE "

haha...gogo all of us....a plenty of fun stuff is awaiting us...to be done and our ambition and wishes is waiting for us to touch and catch them...so it will dream come true.....
so what we are waiting now?...just keep on study and till after SPM we have all the fun...haha gogo....
both of us are like so excited and cant wait for the exam faster over ...
Go Go Music =)

Thx for the Support..(moral value XP)

2008-10-22T06:56:00.001-07:00

haha...thank for evryone who have give me a spirit of energy to let me stand up...
now...First of all, the first thing i would not ever give something like bring me...down..
remember people the moment you just got hurt remember to just stay calm...do not come and over take those action yo....and everything will just be overcome...i am kinda sure...it do or will be paid back....in a good or proper way....
well just remain the stay....
to think about it or think back....we will know..the reason we are here..is just not for you....
but in this reason...it doesn't meant i will not let you down......
remember once you just come i will try to change you into a proper and good person...
i may not comform..that i will make it and i'm a 100% good person but...i will try my best to be one...so let do it people..without any knowledge just learn to say sorry...

Missing A Part of Myself

2008-10-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

Once you have away...from me....i really just miss you....
everytime...every moment i do every work....i just very miss you.....
but why? I Could just said that...it without reason and is just with all of sudden the feeling just came....
well....in the other way....your careness..your playfulness...your sweetness...your laughness....you sadness...your memory and worried...it just always be with me....but i just felt that...i have to share with the others....
cant it always be with me?....can i just be selfish once.....can i? Pls? pretty pls?
i really wish...just one day....you will be back with me...no matter how long.....
i will just describe with one...word..."wait"....i will be waiting no matter how long..even the day i be a corpse...and been sealed...in a box....that will not be released...i will be just wait....with no reason....
it may have no result...but in the use...i could just pretend nothing happen....
in front of you...i could not show out my tears....i could not show my happiness as well....
in this kind of reason i could just say...that.....i could not act or pretend...it bring me really suffer...and full of pain...
the searing of pain....it keep on burning...burn in me.....this...have may cause me...have the inner attack without reason....and it cause a high damage that may hard to be cure or heal..
well....but it just see that i may not have the chance by watching you....
seem u can find your own happiness...and i have to redeem myself...because of your happiness...
what will people say? Sacrifice? actually it doesn't matter...is just the meaning of the person you love....but once they are happy...you will just feel happy for them...and...it just have no idea...
and...it do...the jealousy exist in you heart...but what you need to do...is just pretend nothing happen and act like nothing....and once they asked? you'll just say you will fine.....
because BIG BOY DON'T CRY....hahas...
well....but you...tell you something...even i do lie...but i lie is just i do not want to hurt any single of your feeling...once you cry...i could not stand those feeling....i will feel sad....
in other way...my shoulder my hand will always here for you...to wish u can lie on...so you do not feel lonely...and it other ways..just wish you can feel better....
even every single stuff..it means nothing to you...but it just mean a lot to me.....
slowly we recall back everything we have done before...is really a sweet memory....and the word...like always make us just feel happy....i will say.....i only...will be with you...the everytime you smile...you laugh...you happy....i will just stand beside to smile with you =)
but....once you are tired...you sad...once you cry....my heart is like a sting...into me...make me feel hurt..and pain......
i wanna cry it out....but i just don't have tear inside my body....
so...let it be..people...let it be...is just depend on fate now...will just back to me....will just stop hurting me...will just be back to normal...or will just make me something special...
this kind of question i may not answered properly..is totally "?" question mark on it....the answeer....not im the one who decide...is only you....
only you my love...only you......
well.....i wonder...what will happen...on the following day...
once i didnt saw..you.I reli just miss...you...i wonder i could just hold your hand...
and give you a kiss through the hand...into your nerve and...your heart....is just the matter you accept me or not...
every moment you just in front of me...i feel the cutest and you are the most funny person.....
even you do hurt my feeling...and make me angry for the purpose for you happiness...i am really angry but...i just do not have the heart to scold or say anything back to you....i will just let you do anything on me...as long you feel happy...but once i saw you with another...
my heart is just as bad as an evil person....it all because of jealousy....
is all the same reason.....
i will hug you....if u wan me too...remember..i'm always be there for you.....what you want me to do...i'll just sacrifice for you..including my life..no matter how hard the thing have to be done...i just have to do it for you...
i may not be the best person for you...but i will just try my best and keep on for you....
remember....i will...just look at you and protect you...to prevent you from getting hurt by anyone....love you...

i miss you..what abt you? it just may not forever...but at least now u care me...it just well enough...and...i love you forever..

Time past by..

2008-10-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

time is always past....cant the time like turn backward...
i really miss wat was happpening last time...
cant it be.....and....everything will be end...
after this year....i might have leave all my friend...and the one....
even more...im goin to oversea...to start a new life..with all of weird feeling and be surrounded by strangers...
so...is just wish to have gain happiness now...more better than later on.....
i wish all wat i wan..will came back to me..and dont....leave me...
so..this few days...have weird....sad,suffer,happy,excited,worried every kind of feeling just came out from no where...
i have no idea...
and i have did something that i havent done in my whole life....i n 17 years...and is my first time...indeed i have failed...but i will be fine...and i worried abt the other..
anyway can u please be normal?...dont try to avoid....u make me uncomfortable..and sad....
everything is true on the bottom of my heart....
and you guys..know what happen on me...and why still want to show all those stuff?
are u guys nutz? u guys r idiot! can u pls stop it....
you making me suffer...why..why??? wan to treat me like dis!....
i cant handle u guys anymore.....can u pls...care me more....i might need you....i maybe really need u...
so....i dunno what to do....the only word...u maybe can found someone better than me this weird people with full of stupidity....well no comment....

Sushi?? erm..YUCK!

2008-10-14T04:35:00.002-07:00

lolz HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAREEZ
well today after school Me,Wei Yean and Lian Yan hav plan on a Sushi King today....cause of having promotion....
at first is quite fun and excited.....so quite cool.....so we have waited for 1 hours.....
well both of them ate ice-cream.....and we Q-up and just wait cause i don't like the ice-cream is sticky XP
and so...till our turns...we get in and get the Sushi!!! both of them grab like don't have to pay it......LOL....and we eat a lot....
and ahem ahem ahem....some lady just touch...ahem ahem..yea....
and some girl!! just gave me a yucky fish...after i ate those...i feel like vomit.....seriously =.=;.....Beh Tahan!....ewwwww...it just make me wont go for Sushi King for like 1 month =.=
so......go on while we're waiting for the place....we Meet Michelle...she have some shopping in Leisure Mall
so...till we in eat half way...that girl....still waiting on the bus stop....so den...i asked her to come over and wait for me...so i fetch her back....is really dangerous to let a girl....alone over there...so den....before we left....we wanna try to break record but...too bad....we just can fit in more.....VERY VERY FULL!
phew...so and is so muc cheaper...compare to last time we ate.....well is PROMOTION...
ngek.....after that me just separated with lian yan and wei yean...cause they went for tuition and i'll accompany Michelle cause i have to fetch her back....Lucky her...if not she need to wait there alone...if i didnt go Sushi King.....so...yea that's all =D.....and pls...don't remind me the fish i ate just now...(vomit)

Sushi

2008-10-14T04:35:00.001-07:00

leave it away

2008-09-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

hmmm wow kinda boring today....but slowly...is hard to hold a friendship till forever.....
in other i just dream but dream just doesnt come true...
haha

well cause of someone? hmm wow...so special....just got to b replace me this old steel

the image above...hmm guest what is just those light make my spec so it look watery XP...

coz is boring...

well the night...and the day time....thanks to...Sokyan ,Weiyean and KY!!! haha..to accompany me.....hehe thanks to you girls...seriously i will feel so lonely ig not u guys...anyway

slowly i just need to move out from the game is just bored to continue with..and it doesn't give me any benefit...
and i will remember what u said...forever....well hope u will think of me..sometimes..and don't got betray like...
if you have someone bully you or hurt you especially the person..tell me...i go kill the feller...
Ka Phew......the night is very beautiful but tonight i have to see it alone....well not really bad at all..haha....let's what i can tell for tomolo than...

BEFORE THAT....
RYAN LEONG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^ 18 YEARS OLD DY...wish ya all the best and goodluck ^^

Mad Test

2008-09-23T06:29:00.000-07:00

phew today have 4 paper in 1 shot~.....but than the most crazy wan is economy paper 2 is do reeally make me very mad!.....argh....i pass up the paper just remember the point ==.......damm...and is not enough time...
well than.....he forget me de la....a replacement is just a replacement....haih...sad....
tonight have dinner with sister.....yer...i wan go Sakae....but than they wan go "Dai Thong"....haih..well ying cao.......
after that everything just go so madly and exhausted after today test....and tomolo is last two paper which is moral and BM2....well the komsas and peribahasa make me lazy to think about it....
so and goes with the moral nilai..need to memorize the definition ==..haih...
argh....yu yee ask me to don't so much...and put it aside first and concentrate on my exam...but...is really hard...well i try my best thanks to u....

now now...go STUDY!

Weird Feeling

2008-09-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

I didnt on for long time.....phew.....
well today and i may just say it now....since her exist i really feel the distance between our relation...i dunno is it my problem? well just maybe yea....anyway i'm only a replacement.....just in the time he just got someone else than i'll be replace....
and the other stuff is...how come i have the feeling of getting betray...i have the feeling of the trust...it just lost with sudden...i dunno why....how come....i cant feel someone that i really can trust on......my stuff just spread it out easily.....what is this?
and really this kind of feeling is the first time....i feel like.....i will be betray...but i dunno what is it.....i just feel the feeling just expose out.....the feeling just go away....i just go....i can feel it floating away....and is very painful......the pain just cannot be describe.....actually as what all people always said i think too much...maybe yea...
but if he just do what i did..which is promise that i do not lie to him...isnt that i have the trust on u....and he even said before that...only me the one who cant lie him but doesnt mean that he cant lie me....
well i just think POSITIVELY than can ady........CODDY WONG don't think too much la...it do this is important but....ur study and academic just come first...GOGOGO!

Trying to do my best

2008-08-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

I just about Jealousy....about friendship things....dude cheer up yo!(me)
today...during assembly....join our gang..but...make him so bored....i trying my best...but i just don't have the courage...
but in account class we 2 have a lot of silly jokes that's make both of us laugh..well..just go on...and continue our lesson...today Siok Jin was being so friendly! b'coz here gang was not here =.="
over here i say some hint's to my buddy but so far Siok Jin got my point of view...and he was still blur =.="
so go to the end of class which is FOOTBALL! here they really make me run today.....and i afraid of the BALL.......
well it really make me exhausted.... that's is tiring....
so i went back home and sleep till 7...i went for dinner...
den i promise wei yean to called her...but since she is not in...I'll call her later den...and Kj he called me to ask HOMEWORK!...wow...he really improving...hehe all the best dude
here debbie and CP 3 of us have a chat in MSN....poor biebie no internet line =.=" sad feller
just wait till the end...
during this....i was thinking should I really celebrate my birthday..I'm still thinking and just worried...if combine....I worried he don't like...if didnt combine..i afraid no one will come...as i have asked...if both party in the same time...which one will you go....most all answer the other side...not mostly i all of them..so....to me..i dunno about you guys...but i think my party just doesn't important who i am? only a watak sampingan...k?.......man i duno should feel sad or happy about this....well think positively...if i just didnt celebrate...this will make all my friend more happy =D
In that case...stay happy....buddy and my friend...if you guys just happy...i will be just fine.....my birthday could just ignore it...haha...i told you guys before

in my mind friendship always come first.....

well hope the party will be super fun...and...i might cant attend...just maybe...haha.......hope everything go soon...just in case if i cant attend...hope everyone really have fun...^^ all the best yo....

Buddy Day

2008-08-05T01:32:00.001-07:00

today i was thinking to make him happy but i think i have failed..hehe...during break i was thinking going down to take our break with wei yean and him...but...he want to accompany his another buddy more than me..haha....
well everything just go normal...even know i keep on make silly and crazy jokes...which is not really funny =.=" but i have tried...he just getting...moody and emo...so i was worried haha....tonight he will b quite busy cause he will do something O.o hmm wondering will he called me after or before that?...haha....well...i ate with wei yean and even in lunch =D
well the the school end...me and my buddy walk back...but is really obvious he prefer his another buddy than me..well maybe i just think too much...haha...anyway he told me something...which is....during the Birthday if there is 2 present he and me gonna have one...if there is only one i gonna take it..but arent that silly..i say that...how can this be...anyway is our birthday....it's depend on the person who they want to give...if they doesn't want to give...well forget it than...is fine with me....haha dude you just don't think so much ba...remember smile always.....
hmm wondering what should i do...to make him more happier and better....so far i cant even make him a smile....haha.....
Wow...with my sis go have our food just now...very full....
after that hey wei yean sing in meetoto wei! i told u de la! ur voice really not bad ^^ wish to hear some more new song's from you..haha
and den..Kheng sing..LoLz i really i dunno i should laugh or keep quiet haha,...
after that i met sok yan..haha i just met everyone...after everything is over...
i get a new song from kheng which is
"All or Nothing"
over here...i feel a lot of thing....i dunno....compare me...to him and the game...what do he actually think...actually he today did ask me something which...is....if me want to choose someone..who would i choose and with some condition on it but i didnt really heard it properly......
over here....i just feel very depressed and i hope something will happen...to make me happy...the only thing warm me up...for now....is the song's...i feel so soft..but my heart still hurt....i wish this feeling will over soon and have a happy moment....

I miss you...(LOVE)

2008-08-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

today in the school im totally rushing from 8 karangan to 30 karangan....phew at last i made it...lucky me.....
seriously my hand are pain...today in the early morning...me and wei yean talk about meetoto...just suddenly saying me for the game...
both of us just feel very weird......
after today mostly the whole we didnt really learn anything cause mostly the whole day is about copy karangan...man...seriously wasting my TIME!.
and....at first I am thinking going to break...but...well he asked me to helped him to bring his stuff up to the class cause he though that i didnt go for break..oh well...i just go for lunch den...
just go on....i dunno WTF is my problem...i just very moody...in my heart i miss someone....i just very miss.......
den..during lunch... didnt went down...so i just go with Wei Yean to have our breakfast in lunch..
while we are eating debbie,weiyean,CP and me sit on 1 table all of us chat happily and funny thank to them....to make me happy...hehe....it do have a lot of fun...well after that everything back into normal....i just keep quiet in the class and study...but my buddy every1 is chatting and play games.....
so go to Sejarah...the first time..i really listen and study about it....
even during this lesson...in my heart...i really miss someone.....i really miss....this feeling just cant go away from me...why would u appear? what did you want from me?.....can you at least give me an answer....you know...i miss you..my heart...just very pain.....did u know how's the feeling is?....pain.....
and so sorry for him...cant accompany him...and he even tried to make me happy and played with me...sorry dude...
and today the first time i walk alone...back without waiting my buddy....i just walk...but my buddy just come by me...haha...thanks for the companion...

after just go study group...

normal...but less talk even in tuition......and go i have dinner with my sister...me and niece and nephew...keep on talk about joke...but me and my sister suddenly we talk about future...LoL.....
in all of this one song is always exist is " A Whole New World"
till i came back...i realize about my homework that i havent done....
but i have no mood to continue cause i still missing.....i wish you could call or...talk to me....

- every word you gave me is a power..

- every voice you voice out on me is a miss...

-every moment you look at me...i will care for you

-every moment your tear droped out...i will be there for you and wipe it out...

-every moment you have fun...i just will be happy for you and sit aside alone.

-every moment you laugh i will smile at you..

- every moment you pain or sick...i will ask you and helped you..

-everytime you desperate...i will try my level best to help you..

-everytime you busy..i will be very understanding...

-everytime you help me..i felt very thankful

-everytime you look into my eyes...i feel shy and happy

-everytime you hold my hand...i just feel to hug you tightly..

-everytime you are sick....i will try my best to take care you to comfort you

-everytime i your smell...make me in love...

-everytime i feel you are just around me...

-everytime i feel i just need you...

-everytime i just cant let you go....

-everytime i sick i just want you to care more about me...

-every single second and minute i will missing and just and only love you..

may this only is a dream..haha...
well after that everything goes as usual me and wei yean have night chat haha...

Yesterday and Today In 1

2008-08-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

haha he get well le...i mean he has back to normal...is a good news den....
everything go normal...he just act funny....
feel relieve and glad
during lunch....1st time...1 whole gang sit togetther ^^ which is debbie,chinpang,weiyean,liling,siok jin,ailin,huiki,chinlong,sokyan and me...
over here...debbie asked chin pang...who is all his wife.....3rd is she...the 4th he point at me...
debbie eat half way and splash everything out from her mouth...LoLz.....
is a funny day...

After School

....in school very happy but.. i doesnt aspect this group member..haih...

i having study group and this time im the most early person O.o
well in the study i was aspecting something to study...but at last...we just copy some notes...and both of them use me as a object to let them quarrel...they really giving me a hard job...to turn all the topic..the keep on say some words...to hurt each other by using me...arent they thing about my feeling? but i have to act normal justto calm the situation....
but seriously really wanna scold them up...after that...they suddenly put my buddy name in....my voice just a bit loud....but lucky I didnt say some harsh words.....and is just lucky i can control my emotion....if not....i rather quit from the study group......got i feel like slapping them....but well actually to stand on their side and think...is actually their feeling will be like that....so...after that me and yu yee walk back to my house...we have a small chat....i told her about something which one of our member....in study group....
I really don't like people mention anythin or something bad about my friend and my family....this i very serious if i know it...mayb you could just not talk to me ever if I in bad mood that day...and cant two of u just calm down...and dont quarrel anymore in this thing u guys keep on say i will affect the study....but actually u guys are the one who affect the group.......
so...till tuition...and goes till the next day...
at night Xin Ying find me..haha....both of have chat something very silly =.="
well and i slept very early i sleep at 11pm!...lolz....but 1am i woke up...cause my TEETH very pain.....pain till WALAO!! really pain...

Today

well...today my mum and my whole family have went to Ipoh...left me alone in the house...is just because i was aspecting having study group on afternoon...but Michelle just told me on 3,30....what did she aspecting me.....how can i out from my house when there is no one.....here i would like to mention that plss do care about people feeling.....
so.....everything just go so BORING!
me alone in the house do nothing....so i continue my BM homework which is the 30 Contoh Karangan.......
and is also because Wei Yean modem have prob on the afternoon till night..phew so much better......wei yean can on le....and in Meetoto...Debbie!!! she is in....her guessing....really.....haih.. =x
well den and tml in the early morning Seet Ye and Yu Yee have to come my house tomolo for the study group...hope everything will go fine..den..haha

well now in my heart very miss someone...hope you sms or give me a call....

before go to bed...

Thanks to you girls..

2008-07-31T07:50:00.000-07:00

today everything just be very happy before go school..but kinda worried my buddy...cause he being so sad last night...
so during the morning assembly....all the monitor got scolded by some principal...for jus all of sudden...
after that...i just go back to class...
every period of my class today.....i keep look at my buddy face...he just look so obvious to me...that his sadness....but the others said he is just tired..yea he do tired...but as a close friend i dunno..i just know that he just really sad.....
in here..im just getting emo...is just because i dunno why...is just a feeling that...he sad...and i just feel sad for him....this i just me...over here i just felt that me is so dumb...because that im not suppose to be emo and im suppose to just make him happy....and i already set my mind that...i must make him laugh...just i dunno y i get control and been betray by my feeling which i just cant come across it....
so...everything just go.....and till we having economics....i dunno y i just do it the paper so stress and emotional is just because i got distracted the attention by my friend sadness.....i was like keep on hitting my head while doing the test...and some of the question im just no suppose to wrong but is just i didnt read some of the sentences and word..so i hav done a big mistake.....

over here you guys just can say that im stupid....because of someone sadness but i become more sad.....well i dunno about you guys....but.....to me...when i see my friend sad....i just cant let them like that...especially when u just cant do anything or even give them advise......they just wont listen.....just feel kinda useless....

well just go after lunch is quite lucky he wanted to go for his lunch...if not he just wont ate anything.....and then we have Malay Class here..our teacher didnt came to our class....we just continue to copy the 30's Sample Essay......well he just so exhausted....and he got soo...emotional...and sad and very tired....as i keep on sit beside him...i know him just too well...the first time he slept....he wont move his hand but this time he did....is just...something told me he just cant put down or let go his big bag...and to me is just obvious enough....
so till it times up....3.30...both of us walk back to the guard house togetther.....he didnt talk to me...a single word..till nearly reach the destination..i say that "eh today u didnt hit me....i reli not get used with it..haha.....so then he just smile a while.."
here den..i just a little bit relieve....
after that....when i say "bye" he dun even have the mood to say it out...and he just wave me......he just making feel worried and sad....what i can do is just hope he is just fine...
well i when back and reached my house...my mum asked me to eat...but i just dont have the moody to take the food....my mum feel sad about it...so i say i just fine...den i go have nap and overslept till forget about study group...when i was awake....i saw wei yean had find me...over here..i get so emo..and thx to her to awake me XP so that im not suppose to be so dumb just be smart yo..haha.....
after that.....till 7,15pm i just cant wait to talk to Yu Yee so...i just go to Michelle house and find her......when i just reached there.....both of them just asked me to sit down and say it out my problem.....so.....i just tell them everything....which what happen in the school...and i just cry in front of them....what they did....they just give me advise...don't think to much...and just calm down....and they just worried about me...and they just listen about all my rubbish...Lastly,...they adivse me...and Yu yee her parents asked her to went back..but she say give her another hour....to accompany me..haha....after they just make me laugh and give me a lot of opinion how and what should i do...to handle the situation.They just awake me....and correct my mistake.....and Lastly before we dismiss....they just make me laugh.......thanks to them to make my mood to be back normal....over here....i have mention something...that i wish someone could told him...that actually what i have done...not that i want to get anything what i want is only a true friendship...
After That, Yu Yee fetched me home...and she will sms me....a msg...which is funny..to my buddy....well den ....i reached home...
and wei yean said she accompany me the whole night...haha so happy to hear that....after that she introduce me a game..which people go on stage and sing....haha....is fun and funny

THX TO ALL OF THEM FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE AND MAKE ME HAPPY.

- hope u will be fine....and be happy always..i will support and cheer for u as your best buddy! -

Thx for the support

2008-07-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

in the early morning...i have a big quarrel with my family...
so today in the school....it happen which i had cried...quite embarased anyway....
but thx for all my friend support and sorry....difitnah that he the one who make me sad...haha...thx to u buddy...
so...today we played football...me kinda sux in it....i let in 5 goal...and 1 of it just give me a shoot..OUCH..
so i when back...before that i wake up at 8,30 and called my friend to apologize...hehe...i slept till 9.....phew....prove that im so TIRED...
well today my sis gonna share my bed....means she gonna sleep with me tonight....wow....wondering...about the bed...*my bad*
well everything goes just fine...
so far nothing really special...

I'm Glad that all people beside me are happy(emo blog)

2008-07-29T06:09:00.001-07:00

I forget to blog for pass 2 days....well i would say yesterday night...is something cant b aspected....so i was like quite emotional today.....
well so...till today...the first time ever i sleep for 3 hours! in the school...phew....
and today in the school we got....our SPM time table...awww man everyone in the class have come out a sound like ish.......and some of them all totally tension but me and some of us....still fine....
after school i reached home....i ate and have a little bit rest.....
while im sleeping...with all of sudden..im so tension and cant sleep well....i was like keep think about....the SPM time table...and something else.....
so after that at 7...i awake i ran down....and i chat with Aunty Sau....i was like omg...left 108 DAYS! to spm.....and yu yee said i try to make you more scare is actually only 10weeks more.....so...while im talking to Aunty Sau...i was like keep on shout!!! for the tension inside me...so I decided to called Pn,Jalaja to be my counselor...she being so worried for me as well....and she said she feel so sorry cause of cant take care....but well she so silly......she have her future to go le...as a best friend...we can understand =D no worries....and she did help me relieve a lot.....and she really care about me....anyway sorry to make you so worried....i will try my best and would not make you dissapointed...hope we will see each other soon...
after Pn,Jalaja called
my buddy called....me....and i was like keep on telling him what happen the past just now....and than he was like seem that I have more stuff to talk about than he do..LOLz....well after he mention his problem i felt kinda useless cause cant help him really much....hehe anyway thanks to calm me down....you are my best buddy!
and hope you will be fine....
those tension about me and SPM was making me and my study group member really worried wish us will be fine and can finish our topic as soon as possible....
so after at 10,30pm i have a chat with yu yee...hehe....so we have chat....
STRAIGHT A'S PEOPLE!
Keep it up and best of luck people...
with all of suddent a lot of people find me..haha....in msn...first time...hehe...you guys are funny...lucky to have you guys have friend....

I Made a New Friend

2008-07-26T07:45:00.001-07:00

today on 2pm i went for study group.....only me and yu yee...seet yet come later....me and yu yee keep on talk something very funny which about people character and something very funny about it..!!
after that seet ye have came so we start our study group....
so over here...they need to do add math project...so over here i met a new friend his name is Chen Hong..lolz...
Yu Yee and me found out something....shhh is only our secret haha...after that go have dinner with my family...
and my mum had to went back to Pahang.. =(...
so...i just go to bed..in the early midnight....my niece play the violin..omg...that's sux....
and wei yean called me for no reason..and to let her release her tension...anyway she is just funny...haha....
eh you dun get so HIGH fast wake up!! - seng a -

Bored,Funny and M day!

2008-07-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

today in the school..man damm boring....only me,Junhao,mong and elaine the one who present but elaine went for rehearsel so only 3 guys in the class
well then...Ms,Deela her class is so funny and she know how to listen to MANDARIN!
she asked us to sleep if we wan too.....
after 2 more lesson go to break...M today is my best friend...well on the way to the canteen...he told me that he jealous and regret cause of didnt jump into the swimming pool...
i asked WHY? he answer because he jealous wei yean take picture of the guys which show their muscle!.....and he show me his muscle....SWEAT"*seriously he is DAMM gay...*after that he go touch my shoulder he say guy on their shoulder must be big....so look very nice...lolz! and asked me to workout...well den.....and he keep on talk about those buku kitab....and some dynasty stuff

He also asked me and jun hao a question....which is if a water put in front of the statue what will you think?

-u answer for me...-

after he don't to eat...cause all the food is carbohydrates....he tell me some science stuff...
so so we went back to class as usual..and till perdagangan and moral period....
jun hao felt that he quite annoying cause of keep on ask him math stuff...
Lastly..before we went back.. jun hao start a topic which is who's the most handsome guys?
he choose Takeshi Kaneshiro
here come to comparison which is EDISON CHEN and DANIEL WU...
M answered he said he prefer daniel wu cause he very man~~~after that...he keep scold Edison Chen of dropping people dignity...he say poor feller for those girl.....
and here....
some good information for one of my friend which jun hao love thos girl...hav a little bit of like those girl have those "chi jek(mandarin)" de girl type which is his defination is not that pretty and not ugly but have an aura..lolz
i asked him then the whole form 5 who the pretiest...i aspecting... WY.....but he choose Shermin...lolz...he say if her face a little sharp den is nice...

-after class-

i walk back to the park lot with liling....she drive today..hehe...she is just funny...

lol wat a funny day ....den is slept till night and me chat with Louise till like 2 hours....in the phone....

after that...i call Kia Jie to talk something but at last let him "za dou" -laugh like hell after the phone call -

after that...as usual chat with wei yean...

"sorry to say this...i felt that kinda G-day ever..lolz"

Games Make You Tired and Drown~

2008-07-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

today in the school everything goes quite fine...wait till 11am we are having a assembly...for our i-movie competition...
i cant believe we lost and for the movie we got 50 marks....poor thing...well to me i think im kinda like responsible for..it...so kinda sad...
after the event we have announce the result and we got 3rd for the overall..so next is the BIG SPLASH event.....here all the senior jump in for our LAST YEAR except some fo the girl....well is so fun...
and in the big splash i learned a lesson which is...don't ever jump and stay beside the person who dont even know how to swim...they will juz pull you down....
after that everythign goes normal...and we went back to our lesson....
and till 3,30 feel like going back and don't go for football cause of stomache pain after drink so many pool water...
did told me to just went back...but well i just need to keep my promise....well seriously im not a emo person when i got emo there will be a reason! and....i didnt lie....cant u just talk properly to me...your voice always like i lie for the purpose get your kesian....(Man that make me look gay...)
To be honest friend does important...i dont..care what he think about me..but to me..my job is to maintain our relation with all my friend especially the buddy...
after that just play....today football so boring..i dont even touch the ball once....
so just when back home as usual and sleep till 8....and have chit chat with Aunty Sau...
at last as usual chat with Wei Yean..=D

Sleepy!!

2008-07-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

Aunty Sau had came and fetch =D for this following 3days.....because my parent and my ss had went out for outstation..have to takes care of those kid...haih....oh well....in 1 BIG HOUSE hmmm...hope everything goes fine...

wow the first time i feel so sleepy..duing school time...today every of our lesson had shorten up and confuse with the time table...so messy.......

and we having a Prize Giving ceremony today.....kinda suffer that have to squish into the sits......
Liling she is very funny...she took her prize and she is just blur...haha.....she dunno wat to do hehe.....
after that came back from school...and get into the d and sleep....
so...so...i continue to do revision... -first time do own revision-...
Coddy wong...*goi sing a?* lolz....
and didnt chat with wei yean today,.....sorry......hehe....eh hope u will be fine...FASTER! AWAKE!

Normal Life Normal Day

2008-07-22T07:48:00.001-07:00

Today have nothing really special...well let me see....
before break everything was totally normal....but..

- After Break -

Everything just change....and there is a question come into my mind....why u guys think sex is important...and why u guys are so careless.......
and so...i cried(stupid me)after break.....and get scolded.....say me always suddenly emo.....in here of 1 term....he and my friends should know...i will emo...and sad there will be a statement and reason.....i will not emo for no reason.....
after everything just go normal...anyway thanks to made me smile back....
during lunch wei yean ate chocolate...and share...she did offer me but i don't want....seriously and i make a mistake and calledthe chocolate name is TOSHIBA walao...so pai seh....haih...well everything is over le ba......nowadays everyone just study...and chong wei yean study...FUI YOH!
after that everything goes just fine till night....

- Night -

My Friend find me cause of her lover...haih...she should just be honest and brave le.....if not u making urself suffer...."sing lai ba....awake!!!"
my cousin came my house....she told me everything...about her loe thing and so on...well now she have a dificulties....which wanna choose Boy A or Boy B...wondering...
and den i told her about mine as well.....her answer is...i didnt fall in love...i just admire the person...hehe...well and i chat with my best friend....
my advise to HER.....just chill ba....u can find a BETTER MAN.....

School Days!

2008-07-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today i go school is kinda weird that came school late...around 7,30.....so i am wondering is him ok..or maybe he just absent ba...but he came...he said he late cause of the class picture.....
well is something very weird about him....which is he suddenly study *act like one of my goddy friend*.....well he juz keep on study
and he didnt go for break and lunch.......haih just make his friend all worried...during lunch....we are not reli considered as quarrel but..i told him do not force himself to study if he cant and he shud take a rest when he is tired.....
after that....he juz continue to study and after our last 2nd period sejarah...he just get better....

Phew lucky he didnt faint.....

so....as usual i went back home
before i go for study group i have quarrel with my sister....
and then...in the study group we didnt continue our revision but we doing our BM tuition homework!
in here Yu Yee and me keep on laugh about Michelle....she just very funny with her funny jokes~~

- In The Tuition -

here i met Wendy...and i cant believe both of us go to the same orphanage that is taught previously...

- After Tuition -

i reached home and i on9....and i saw Rachel.....i didnt met her for so long since primary...haha both of us just miss each other...well hope she is just fine...

- When You're lonely You Can Always Find Me -

after that...my parents asked me to send DURIAN to michelle house..
their whole family ate it and say nice about it....
so i continue do my school work...and chat with wei yean in the meant time chat with michelle too..

....Daily Life......and go to bed after everything done....

Moody Day

2008-07-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

today in the early morning my head kinda headache....well as wat today i chat with chin pang he told me...and teach somethg abt drink and drunk...
well after today wei yean had went to shop....and i alone in the house!....
and so today michelle she went to c doctor so our study group hav cancel....
and so so....cause of no one was accompany me....i was alone...i done nothig but just lie down on the bed....doin nothing and dreaming....but in the meant time....i miss someone.....i very very miss...someone......
till at night till i go for dinner...with my mum..in the car....i wanna cry but the tears just cant come out...and i dunno why...i know i just very miss the person...i wish i could like ever hug the person......
and so....i do my homework...while in the progress wei yean had came back from her shopping...she told me that the shopping is BORED!
after we had a chat awhile.....and den....my uncle has come back...i really hate him the most!
keep on disturbing me...and damm LC really like 1 slap giv him...
after i juz continue my homewor....
and snap! tomolo hav sejarah test...and i havent read....i wish i could wake up in the early morning.....and can do the revision in time....
wish i can sleep well tonight...i wish i can dream that person and the dream can make me have a happy day tomorrow.....

Am i reli drunk?

2008-07-19T10:46:00.000-07:00

well today is we hav studied group in the early morning and play UNO on afternoon...
after that, on the evening i go fetch kia jie and samantha.....well for huiki party
but after that we go and find fui ee.....to find her yoyo(puppy)..LOl....
after that in the party
i drink too muc....and then i reli dunno that me reli drunk or not.....
after i felt sry to Kia Jie and Lian Yan i tink i hav a bit rude and sry to Kia jie to send him bak late....
after that....sry to Wei yean to make she drink
after all....my sis send all of them bak.....well i'll wait till next day to know wat will happen den...
hehe thx buddy to all of u...without u guys...i might b very bored...sleep well and sweets dreams ^^

Another Tired Day

2008-07-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

Phew...really tired...school 8~3.30
After that study group 4,30 till 7
and den tuition 7~10,30!!!!
walao....man im goin to die ==
well today kia jie is so tired...he was like fell asleep =.=" *everytime*
and then....the language teacher....keep talk about OBESITY...
ah man....in this case we hav built up a better relation among my friend
in the study group.....we didnt really serious...for the 1st time..we keep on play WEI......
so go on with our tuition....we all pakat in our test....and wu~~huu~~ all of us got A1 COOL..
so all of them juz keep on disturb me =.=" man all girls and only 1 boy in the tuition need help here......
oh well since none of my friend is online..so i decided to go to bed early...wishing for sweets dreams.....

Tired Day

2008-07-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

Wow i didnt touch football about two years...!!
well and today i played football accompanied by Kia Jie,Lian Yan,Jeremy,Mong and Sufiz
phew after school totally tired i slept till like 8...4get tat im having tuition at 7.....
now i make a blog this i my FIRST day of blogging cause one of my friend ask me to blog again...
Parasanth suddenly find me and talk shit........
Now i'll bak to my normal life hav to do homework......left few more month to SPM did i reli well prepared.....no idea...juz hope everything is fine..

Expose

Memory

Frustration

Movie

Expressing

Three Terms

A Day =)

Sincere

Dumb

Hope

Enjoying

Holiday

EXAM

@@

Disney Movie

Satisfied

GRATZ

Love is Around

New Post(Restart)

My Idol Wang Lee Hom!!

You

Moral Presentation

The Emotion and Feeling

Walll -leee

Let's Called it A Day

I Believe That I'm Not

Form 5 Comm Gathering!!

Different between everyone.....and the words of "Love"

Q & A "nothing to do XD "

Wave And Bye

Gender Confuse

The Moment of being Lonely and Friends

Day After Day

Suprise suprise!!! "Awesomeness"

Make me Feel like a family

JUNE BIRTHDAY

Feeling

Changes of time

The Day and The Day After

Crazy and Mad of "Low"

Tiring Day

Birthday BOY!!! (They just grow up so fast sob)

Memory Day/ Something Be Remember

Fun Day!!!

Tada!!!!

After A Time Pass by

After a Several Weeks Of College Life

Time just Pass So fast

Farewell Party

Daily Life

Here Come The Day

Scary and More Scary

The Following Days

Day 9

Day 8 after past a few days

Day 5 * Missing Someone*

Day 4

Day3

Another Day

The Following Days

Love & Family

BACK back....*time passed to fast*

Yep Form 5 Last night gathering =D

Finish exam..Feeling is Back

You may just not know...

I feel weird..confuse with what i do...

Melody bring me and flow me away....

Piano Tune

There's No Place Like Us

"NO MUSIC NO LIFE"

Thx for the Support..(moral value XP)

Missing A Part of Myself

Time past by..

Sushi?? erm..YUCK!

Sushi

leave it away

Mad Test

Weird Feeling

Trying to do my best

Buddy Day

BACK back....time passed to fast