Tada!!!!

• Few having test next week...2 test in one shot...waaa like very scary hor? lol
• i caught flu....sigh poor thing....i wonder is that Munky spread his virus to me...poor coddy *pat pat*
• after that everyone is getting very busy with their assignment and study so they can achieve a higher score...wow sound very competitive.... hahha
• LOL today we go disturb people again....we hit hit hit say say say and do all kind of stuff.....
• wow and Panda find my blog...soo suprise......im like NUUUUUU"
• however hopefully i get well soon....
• feel hitting someone LOL
  

After A Time Pass by

• heyy haha im blogging again~~...haha
• it's been a time i didn't see you since our SPM result....before that if included the time we are having spm and till now...it's been 6months eh? haha
• you know that today i listen to a song...it's make me so depress....and all of our memory came out.....and i promise one of my friends that i will forget you...
• but this song.....make me think...everything we have done..everything we work togetther...everything we have fun togetther...everything we were been togetther and the time we stay at each other house....haha....i am actually kinda wondering do you remember me? are you still thinking of me? I really dunno......but this song.....make me go back to that time.......Miss you....Thinking of you.....
• I'm gonna make a promise after i type or today i will forget you.....and continue with what i am having now.....

• Other than that, which is today I am having a bad day...i cant believe i quarrel with my friends lol...cause of a small matter... I really dunno what have i did wrong...hopefully everything will just pass by easily........
• hope everything get back to normal....I miss you....If you do miss me...or you remember what ever we did before. Do give me a call thanks =)

- End story -

After a Several Weeks Of College Life

• well life just go so well especially in College meet those friends...is like so having a good hang out...is kinda AWESOME DUDE
• oh well other than that, i can said that is kinda tiring.....now we are having 3 assigment for us to present or coming ahead....everyone is having so fun....
• oh well cant wait to present and finish our duties....
• come into social...is like so cool having a lot of fun
• but once came into relation....we didn't meet each other for like 1 month
• we been chatting in our messenger but both of us type in a sadly mode....haha oh well she just have to busy hers and i have to busy mine
• hopefully we are fine in this kind of situation....and what CP told something about is correct.I have improve myself and be brave man....thanks bro for telling me.
• alright which have a better future ahead...keep it up everyone
  

Time just Pass So fast

• God I Have no time to online..it's just so busy lazy in college life (sigh...)
  
• Time just pass by so fast....in a shot I already in college.....and I have high school...I already started to miss the high school life...I wonder....What am I in the future?
• So.....it's just a short time I met a lot of diferent kind of friend.......
• and soon I will get into work... lol
• oh well I wonder will I keep in touch will all my fellow friends hopefully will ^.^ =D
• but everyone seems lazy lately =/ sigh....TAKE IT EASY PEOPLE... =D Have fun Outside there ^.^
  

Farewell Party

Oh Well Today is my last day study in PMC..but i will still go bak for exam.....now......every make a Farewell Party for me in Restaurant Mac =D...is like so touching...i will be Missing You Guys =) thx a lot yea....we do have a lot of memory ^.^ Gambateh LCCI =)

Samantha,Joyce,Keem,AhMei*The talkative Gang* JieHui,Joyce,Coddy
best friend =)

Our Group Or Gang

Buddy For Live Go LCCI =D

Daily Life

• Lol the NS Body Check-Up thing is making my life miserable....my time is like so pact....till end of this month...it totally killing me......
• So...my class in PMC is going to end soon...im gonna miss some of my classmates.....for example...JieHui,XiMing,Ailin so n so...sigh..
• tonight me and XiMing went to watch movie again..which is our 4th time =D
• today we watch *Reach To The Witch Mountain* OMG the movie was GREAT & FANTASTICS =D
• and so we have to plan for our next movie >.<
• so far we still have FOUR more movie have to watch..omg is gonna be cool...haha
• oh god...come and think about tomorrow is my last day of car training and im gonna have the test on friday =.=" dang....wish me good luck =D
  

-Stay Tuned-

Here Come The Day

• everyone started to call me...cause is our SPM result...
• sigh i been so nervous and afraid...wish this result is fine... =)
  

Scary and More Scary

• wow 2 more day to spm result....i wonder what's my result....i do believe i did sacrifice and put some hardwork in my studies..but i just dunno why... i felt that...i have done nothing for it...i lost all of my confident with all of sudden.....after tomorrow the day has come...i may not know...is it...a happy day or the sad day.....im full of worried and fearness i just dunno what's my result is.....i feel so nervous since last 2 weeks ago....i hope everything will be fine...which bring happiness to me and my family... =)

Saturday

• i went to my friend wedding after my class which is a bachelor night...i met my friend....well he gave me a lot of advise and support me and taught how to be succesful and be more confident on myself.....so i just listen even know i may not answer his question properly....he been asking me a lot of question that i never think of it and i didnt even asked myself before....so he asked me...and it took quite a time for me to answer back.....and im like wow.....what happen to me? is just a simple question why i cant answered it? haha...so after every of his advise....i went back....

Sunday

• my friend official wedding dinner is kinda cool...the celebrate it in KL Tower...is kinda cool and fun...and from there we can see the whole KL...and is kinda romantic to see there is a new couple have been known as couple and wife...what a romantic scenes...and so i met my friend again it seems he quite busy and in fact he look that he have more stuff to chat with my sister than me =(......well is ok....i will not make a dissapointment to you so i could gain you confident back.....

oh well...my result is coming out soon...which is about my future...is kinda scary....i hope i could pass through this whole stuff....Go Coddy!.....what i can do...i just have to pray for it.....here it goes....

The Following Days

• here goes the following day it does not change anything in me...
• well...yesterday night it was my friend wedding dinner....this wedding dinner make me think how happy and lovely a couple was...and this wedding dinner the bride and groom picture was printed on a bottle which kinda lovely....and the night i came back....im just too tired and slept...the next day im totally fine but..once it reach till evening which is around 7pm....my feeling was just feeling so bad and i look at the bottle...all kind of image just appear in my mind......
• is sad pain and hurt...something and some feeling that cant and hard to be explain....
• im thinking...that do i have the day....or maybe not....im just have the worried and sadness in me...wish i could just forget it off aand take it away......
• hope one day i could find it...
  

Day 9

• Today i been listening to the song we have heard togetther...haha this is really meaningful right? haha.....but i know you maybe have forgot aboout it....i wish we could have a chance to listen this song again...togetther...i been wondering..what are you doing...are you doing fine? did you remember to take care yourself...it is just because last time have me around to take care of you...and now u are alone well i think you will be fine with your family member =)

what actually happen today? LOL you are really funny lol...anyway i'll got you a long hair it suit you for being like a girl...keep polish your nails and afraid of sunlights LOL...you know what i means =D *peace*

• so...the past by past..the day to our SPM result is nearer we are getting worried which is only next week....well as Keem said you cant do anything by now..what you can do is only pray...haha....oh well wish it will be fine =)......
• and tonight my 2nd bro said he gonna bring me to the pet shop to see the BULLDOGS*puppy one* lolz he said if doesnt over RM2500 he bought it for me LOL...wow that's cool hehe.....yay bro...haha

*stay Tuned*

Day 8 after past a few days

• well i dunno after this past few i didnt blog...and once it night....my feeling just came...and feel painful and lonely well i will just keep on trying =/

lol keep busying about homeworks + assignment is totally tired....
but im still fine....

• today i fall sick..I might have putting a lot of pressure on myself...
• i feel like giving up...what i am studying...but too bad i have paid my exam fees so..i have to just move on...this remind me..a girl keep on scolded me and remind me to wake up from everything that will make u down haha...
  

Day 5 * Missing Someone*

Miss

• with all of sudden...i just cried...and i was recalling the day we been togetther...every part that you appear..once i just look at it...is just came out an illusion..which is you...
• i dunno why..i still miss you..i dunno why it just uncontrolable....i really wish to let go..but is just hard...

everything goes tuffer and harder everyday life is getting more adventure....and kinda worries about my future lolz...

and next week maybe is my "P" license test D= OMG i wonder can i pass through =/....and what i heard from my uncle...i probabbly go sit the test with Mei Mei....haha and both of us have promise to organize another re-union cause next year...a lot of people leaving and went for further studies for an example now Kok Lim have left M'sia and went to Aus...lolz who would be next? hmm....

Day 4

• wow another day...the whole day feel so un-even LOL but so far so good
• so today i have went for my 11hours driving lesson and on the half way of training it rains...this rain makes the tyre sound...that's kinda scary and make me got nervous all of sudden..
• today is totally exhausted from driving after that...one of my coll friend have invited me to watch movie in "Leisure Mall" we went to watch "Kung Fu Chef" is totally nice and cool haha...but i realize that a lot of part is cut.....and my friend say it doesn't...lolz well is ok then...after so he fetched me back....
  

Day3

• Day 3 haha......i kinda miss is 3 days..
• and wow today account class is kinda ok...we already get into lvl3..ka bu yah!?
• and so...costing teacher "Ms.April" she lost her voice..sad thing eh? haih wish she can get heal soon...drink more honey and lemon..=D
• and so tomorrow is my 4th time driving lesson.....and soon im getting into my driving test and that's is scary....wish i could just pass this test as soon as possible...owh god....please pray for me....alright all the best ;)
  

Another Day

• today is Day 2 of missing the person...
• well today i may be too tired and having fun with my family
• today being so silly...someone that all of us hate him the most..and i being like his avenger....
• he being so immature..he just make me damm piss off
• so....those homework are freaking hard is keep on giving me pressure make me really headache....is like im the only who doesnt know how to do it...
• i am really dumb lolz....
• alright then...i hope goin all this i will being more hardworking and make me study much more easily....
• GOGO Coddy keep it up
• and i wish i could ever leave you out from my heart....i dont wish it something happen on me like last time...and wish my family will back to normal soon...
• my second bro is freaking funny...we went for a walk today cool...and we saw a mini zoo and this stuff gonna influence my family member and now my house hv 7 CHICKENS OMG!?...
  

The Following Days

The look and face during Chinese New Year which i still missing someone
This how i been now

Let's try and see...today we start count the day i been missing the person we make it as the 1st day ok?.
so Day 1 is still go as usual.....so yea...let's see....

Love & Family

Love

• well i love to go with love...sometimes love is kinda stupid and being really silly that u could ever imagine.....
• all friends beside me....having all kind of love problem...they just love a person but they just doesn't have the braveness to face the fact which is imposibble....
• and i have been giving advice to them...
• but come back to me....i been wondering...that i may just give them a proper advice but come and think about it...i cant face my love....
• i didnt really couple up before but i spoke like have been through a lot of exprience....
• even though i didnt couple up before but i do fall in love before which is something people are not suppose to have this..cause it may bring up you to become stupid and did something silly which worth nothing...
• me? im the first person in the world who have this exprience before....if not mistaken I did mention it on my previous POSTS....
• haha so it's been 2009 and everything goes a big diferent since last year compare to this year
• met a lot of new friend, new school (college), seens a lot of new stuff. learn something that you didnt even learn before and futher more....
• but...there is something i'm still keeping in my heart and i didnt let go
• since i move a step into 2009 i have though i could ever forget the one i love in fact i am just lying to myself, im cheating on myself....i just cant face it...
• it's been 4 months we didnt even call,see or even heard each other voice....but once i listen to love song my love image is just appear and i cant even forget it...even i get into my bed the image just appear..So, i just have to make myself really tired and go to bed.....and during last week if im not mistaken...i even dream about it...
• so, to tell the truth is just so suffering....i feel like telling someone but i just may not know who should i tell to...so i just expose my feeling through blogging....
• Futhermore, sometimes i just feel like crying it out but i just cant....i cant cry from the outside and i cry from inside of my heart......this prove that i still love the person...and prove that i cant even forget the person....how much i miss the person i just may not know...i wish one day we meet we could just hug each other..is just enough...even till today i have change a lot...i became tuffer,stronger and may not easy been bullied...but im sure with it voice it just bring the old me back....
• this is why i said why im in love...and i will try my best to let it go....to bring myself up and face the facts " Go Coddy"

Family

• As everyone know family is important to everyone...i remembered one of my friend said before no matter what you did..your friend are not important but your family is important cause they the one who support you and gives you strength....
• At first. i just don't believe but till i step into 2009 i just realize what my friend said is true....
• my family is do a part of me..without them i may not move forwards till this far...
• exspecially my mum..her love i can totally feel it...i will try my best to giv her more than what she gave it to me.....
• and so...my family having a really big family problem...it's been 4 month since now...since November till now February....
• i really worried for my family member i wish i could help...but in fact i just can do nothing....
• so i felt went to the temple to pray for my family safe and be happy....
• and moreover, i wish we could went through the problem as soon as possible and went back to our old road.....
• over i pray for my family again =) *may god bless*
  

BACK back....*time passed to fast*

• it's been 2month since the last time i on
• well everyone have change even me....
• i went to PMC to study my pure accounting subjects which 5 subjects "Managemet Account,Account,Costing,Business Statistics & Advanced Business Calculation'
• seriously all this thing is not as easy as you though freaking hard man...
• Kinda miss the "oldist Friends " even some of them are like invisible..or maybe i'm the one O.O
• and so kinda meet my new's friend
• kinda like them very much they are just being so friendly
• and so we having a hard time to study and do miss some calculation..but we our cool relation we go through happily.
• and my High School's friends we being far apart from each other... =/
  sad thing....i wonder how is everyone now?
  well after i went to Sok Yan's Party is been like wow...cool is reunion really miss each other
  but too bad....im kinda busy i dont even have time to meet them
• i wonder...we didnt meet each other quite a time....once we meet each other again will us be stranger? =/ hmm....
• well hope we can meet each other soon and be the same way as what we did last time
• and here's goes the busy man....*me*.....go for the future =D
  

Yep Form 5 Last night gathering =D

Form 5 gathering!!! ^^ have fun ma? wish so lo....hehe hope everyone enjoy it =) not too cheap not too expensive ngam ngam hor hor? hehe will miss you guys leh!!!! so fast over.....hehe lucky some of us just stay near....abuden neh....Siok Jin going back to Johor Bahru and come back after CNY haih...sob..sob....let's make 2nd gathering XP lol...."hehe don't forget each other...."

Feel the place!!


Ayer...Ah yean become my background haha wek why ur eye open so big ==

Ahh Suk Khee

Siok Jin & me...omg teacher!!!morning ^^

Sok yan & Me....

Yee lai, Dai lai, Sam Lai and 4th Lai~~ lolz

Li Ling"waa so gentle" & me....hehe...

BROTHERS!!!

lol si lan yan take until like dis lolz

Me & Lian Yan(brothers!!)

Li Ling and me =D

Me and Kj (brothers!!)

ME and ah mong kor =)

• hehe...dis form 5 gathering is been organize before SPM....well is been in charge by MeiMei and me geh
• but den...ah meimei haih "put aeroplane" so make me have to organize everyone...
• been wasting so many credit and time...and tired to organize neh....
• so i have decided to make this event on Cititel
• well but wat u have giv out...you been paid back!!! coz to me...dis gathering really fun =D
• the reason i do it on Friday is because of Siok she is going back on Saturday T.T
• well then...wish everyone could enjoy...
• hope the food is nice also lo XP haha.....
• wei today i got your pic wo....why so guai wan let me take? lolz haha
• so wat u actually thinking ne...hmm dunno u or me 1st leh.."no one understand" XP
• hehe WOOHOO form 5 gathering is very fun ^^ to saw back everyone...but fun time is really fast over T.T after that....just have to call it a day...well
• just stay to keep in touch ba....si bo ah mong kor?
• hehe SWEET MEMORY

Finish exam..Feeling is Back

• i will remember the way u turn back and looked at me.....and blink with the gun symbol "bang"....and i see you with smile..and looked you walk out the hall...i wont forget how u walk out....
• i will remember your smile...i will be missing you....
• i will remember the day we in the school.....
• i hope it will be forever.....but is just didnt last long...
• i will be crying and sad for it..
• but it will always stay a sweet memory in my mind
• last one and message for u....i love you...and miss you...