Weird Feeling

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  I didnt on for long time.....phew.....
• well today and i may just say it now....since her exist i really feel the distance between our relation...i dunno is it my problem? well just maybe yea....anyway i'm only a replacement.....just in the time he just got someone else than i'll be replace....
• and the other stuff is...how come i have the feeling of getting betray...i have the feeling of the trust...it just lost with sudden...i dunno why....how come....i cant feel someone that i really can trust on......my stuff just spread it out easily.....what is this?
• and really this kind of feeling is the first time....i feel like.....i will be betray...but i dunno what is it.....i just feel the feeling just expose out.....the feeling just go away....i just go....i can feel it floating away....and is very painful......the pain just cannot be describe.....actually as what all people always said i think too much...maybe yea...
• but if he just do what i did..which is promise that i do not lie to him...isnt that i have the trust on u....and he even said before that...only me the one who cant lie him but doesnt mean that he cant lie me....
• well i just think POSITIVELY than can ady........CODDY WONG don't think too much la...it do this is important but....ur study and academic just come first...GOGOGO!