Trying to do my best

• I just about Jealousy....about friendship things....dude cheer up yo!(me)
• today...during assembly....join our gang..but...make him so bored....i trying my best...but i just don't have the courage...
• but in account class we 2 have a lot of silly jokes that's make both of us laugh..well..just go on...and continue our lesson...today Siok Jin was being so friendly! b'coz here gang was not here =.="
• over here i say some hint's to my buddy but so far Siok Jin got my point of view...and he was still blur =.="
• so go to the end of class which is FOOTBALL! here they really make me run today.....and i afraid of the BALL.......
• well it really make me exhausted.... that's is tiring....
• so i went back home and sleep till 7...i went for dinner...
• den i promise wei yean to called her...but since she is not in...I'll call her later den...and Kj he called me to ask HOMEWORK!...wow...he really improving...hehe all the best dude
• here debbie and CP 3 of us have a chat in MSN....poor biebie no internet line =.=" sad feller
• just wait till the end...
• during this....i was thinking should I really celebrate my birthday..I'm still thinking and just worried...if combine....I worried he don't like...if didnt combine..i afraid no one will come...as i have asked...if both party in the same time...which one will you go....most all answer the other side...not mostly i all of them..so....to me..i dunno about you guys...but i think my party just doesn't important who i am? only a watak sampingan...k?.......man i duno should feel sad or happy about this....well think positively...if i just didnt celebrate...this will make all my friend more happy =D
• In that case...stay happy....buddy and my friend...if you guys just happy...i will be just fine.....my birthday could just ignore it...haha...i told you guys before

in my mind friendship always come first.....

• well hope the party will be super fun...and...i might cant attend...just maybe...haha.......hope everything go soon...just in case if i cant attend...hope everyone really have fun...^^ all the best yo....

Buddy Day

• today i was thinking to make him happy but i think i have failed..hehe...during break i was thinking going down to take our break with wei yean and him...but...he want to accompany his another buddy more than me..haha....
• well everything just go normal...even know i keep on make silly and crazy jokes...which is not really funny =.=" but i have tried...he just getting...moody and emo...so i was worried haha....tonight he will b quite busy cause he will do something O.o hmm wondering will he called me after or before that?...haha....well...i ate with wei yean and even in lunch =D
• well the the school end...me and my buddy walk back...but is really obvious he prefer his another buddy than me..well maybe i just think too much...haha...anyway he told me something...which is....during the Birthday if there is 2 present he and me gonna have one...if there is only one i gonna take it..but arent that silly..i say that...how can this be...anyway is our birthday....it's depend on the person who they want to give...if they doesn't want to give...well forget it than...is fine with me....haha dude you just don't think so much ba...remember smile always.....
• hmm wondering what should i do...to make him more happier and better....so far i cant even make him a smile....haha.....
• Wow...with my sis go have our food just now...very full....
• after that hey wei yean sing in meetoto wei! i told u de la! ur voice really not bad ^^ wish to hear some more new song's from you..haha
• and den..Kheng sing..LoLz i really i dunno i should laugh or keep quiet haha,...
• after that i met sok yan..haha i just met everyone...after everything is over...
• i get a new song from kheng which is
  "All or Nothing"
• over here...i feel a lot of thing....i dunno....compare me...to him and the game...what do he actually think...actually he today did ask me something which...is....if me want to choose someone..who would i choose and with some condition on it but i didnt really heard it properly......
• over here....i just feel very depressed and i hope something will happen...to make me happy...the only thing warm me up...for now....is the song's...i feel so soft..but my heart still hurt....i wish this feeling will over soon and have a happy moment....

I miss you...(LOVE)

• today in the school im totally rushing from 8 karangan to 30 karangan....phew at last i made it...lucky me.....
• seriously my hand are pain...today in the early morning...me and wei yean talk about meetoto...just suddenly saying me for the game...
• both of us just feel very weird......
• after today mostly the whole we didnt really learn anything cause mostly the whole day is about copy karangan...man...seriously wasting my TIME!.
• and....at first I am thinking going to break...but...well he asked me to helped him to bring his stuff up to the class cause he though that i didnt go for break..oh well...i just go for lunch den...
• just go on....i dunno WTF is my problem...i just very moody...in my heart i miss someone....i just very miss.......
• den..during lunch... didnt went down...so i just go with Wei Yean to have our breakfast in lunch..
• while we are eating debbie,weiyean,CP and me sit on 1 table all of us chat happily and funny thank to them....to make me happy...hehe....it do have a lot of fun...well after that everything back into normal....i just keep quiet in the class and study...but my buddy every1 is chatting and play games.....
• so go to Sejarah...the first time..i really listen and study about it....
• even during this lesson...in my heart...i really miss someone.....i really miss....this feeling just cant go away from me...why would u appear? what did you want from me?.....can you at least give me an answer....you know...i miss you..my heart...just very pain.....did u know how's the feeling is?....pain.....
• and so sorry for him...cant accompany him...and he even tried to make me happy and played with me...sorry dude...
• and today the first time i walk alone...back without waiting my buddy....i just walk...but my buddy just come by me...haha...thanks for the companion...

after just go study group...

• normal...but less talk even in tuition......and go i have dinner with my sister...me and niece and nephew...keep on talk about joke...but me and my sister suddenly we talk about future...LoL.....
• in all of this one song is always exist is " A Whole New World"
• till i came back...i realize about my homework that i havent done....
• but i have no mood to continue cause i still missing.....i wish you could call or...talk to me....

- every word you gave me is a power..

- every voice you voice out on me is a miss...

-every moment you look at me...i will care for you

-every moment your tear droped out...i will be there for you and wipe it out...

-every moment you have fun...i just will be happy for you and sit aside alone.

-every moment you laugh i will smile at you..

- every moment you pain or sick...i will ask you and helped you..

-everytime you desperate...i will try my level best to help you..

-everytime you busy..i will be very understanding...

-everytime you help me..i felt very thankful

-everytime you look into my eyes...i feel shy and happy

-everytime you hold my hand...i just feel to hug you tightly..

-everytime you are sick....i will try my best to take care you to comfort you

-everytime i your smell...make me in love...

-everytime i feel you are just around me...

-everytime i feel i just need you...

-everytime i just cant let you go....

-everytime i sick i just want you to care more about me...

-every single second and minute i will missing and just and only love you..

• may this only is a dream..haha...
• well after that everything goes as usual me and wei yean have night chat haha...

Yesterday and Today In 1

Yesterday

• haha he get well le...i mean he has back to normal...is a good news den....
• everything go normal...he just act funny....
• feel relieve and glad
• during lunch....1st time...1 whole gang sit togetther ^^ which is debbie,chinpang,weiyean,liling,siok jin,ailin,huiki,chinlong,sokyan and me...
• over here...debbie asked chin pang...who is all his wife.....3rd is she...the 4th he point at me...
• debbie eat half way and splash everything out from her mouth...LoLz.....
• is a funny day...

After School

....in school very happy but.. i doesnt aspect this group member..haih...

• i having study group and this time im the most early person O.o
• well in the study i was aspecting something to study...but at last...we just copy some notes...and both of them use me as a object to let them quarrel...they really giving me a hard job...to turn all the topic..the keep on say some words...to hurt each other by using me...arent they thing about my feeling? but i have to act normal justto calm the situation....
• but seriously really wanna scold them up...after that...they suddenly put my buddy name in....my voice just a bit loud....but lucky I didnt say some harsh words.....and is just lucky i can control my emotion....if not....i rather quit from the study group......got i feel like slapping them....but well actually to stand on their side and think...is actually their feeling will be like that....so...after that me and yu yee walk back to my house...we have a small chat....i told her about something which one of our member....in study group....
• I really don't like people mention anythin or something bad about my friend and my family....this i very serious if i know it...mayb you could just not talk to me ever if I in bad mood that day...and cant two of u just calm down...and dont quarrel anymore in this thing u guys keep on say i will affect the study....but actually u guys are the one who affect the group.......
• so...till tuition...and goes till the next day...
• at night Xin Ying find me..haha....both of have chat something very silly =.="
• well and i slept very early i sleep at 11pm!...lolz....but 1am i woke up...cause my TEETH very pain.....pain till WALAO!! really pain...

Today

• well...today my mum and my whole family have went to Ipoh...left me alone in the house...is just because i was aspecting having study group on afternoon...but Michelle just told me on 3,30....what did she aspecting me.....how can i out from my house when there is no one.....here i would like to mention that plss do care about people feeling.....
• so.....everything just go so BORING!
• me alone in the house do nothing....so i continue my BM homework which is the 30 Contoh Karangan.......
• and is also because Wei Yean modem have prob on the afternoon till night..phew so much better......wei yean can on le....and in Meetoto...Debbie!!! she is in....her guessing....really.....haih.. =x
• well den and tml in the early morning Seet Ye and Yu Yee have to come my house tomolo for the study group...hope everything will go fine..den..haha

well now in my heart very miss someone...hope you sms or give me a call....

before go to bed...